New noise, new frontiers

A conversation with J. Willgoose, Esq. of Public Service Broadcasting

Hilda Matheson.

A name synonymous with inventing talk radio.

A name synonymous with developing the standards for factual reporting of social commentary, politics, current affairs and news.

And for courage.

A pioneer.

She was born in 1888 into a relatively comfortable, middle-class family. Forced to pause her educational studies at age 18 when her father’s health dictated the family move to Europe, she became fluent in French, German and Italian. Upon her return to England in 1908, Hilda enrolled in the Society of Oxford Home-Students (now known as St Anne’s College), where she gained a degree in history. She was recruited by TE Lawrence – the actual Lawrence of Arabia – to MI5 during the First World War and subsequently went on to become political secretary to Nancy Astor MP (a Conservative MP… must have been an interesting partnership with the socialist leaning Matheson). She was then headhunted in 1926 by John Reith (the first DG of the fledgling BBC) and appointed its first Director of Talks until her resignation in 1931.

One of her radio programmes, “The Week In Westminster”, first broadcast on 6th November, 1929, is still aired on Radio 4 today.

She brought ‘This New Noise’ – her phrase to describe the sound of unfamiliar wireless radio broadcasting – to the people.

Fast forward 100 years give or take.

Especially commissioned by the BBC to celebrate their 100th birthday, Public Service Broadcasting took to the Royal Albert Hall stage on 30th August 2022, with Jules Buckley and the BBC Symphony Orchestra, to perform a collection of songs that became their own LP “This New Noise”, released on 8th September 2023.

It’s an astonishing, immersive and emotional voyage.

Let’s start at that show at the Royal Albert Hall….

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Photo by: Alex Lake

Giles Sibbald 

I talked to Paul Ferguson, the drummer from Killing Joke, after they played there in March this year – they played their first two albums back to back. I remember Paul saying that the emotion of playing there was next level. From soundcheck through to the very end when he stood up and saw the crowd’s reaction, it almost brought him to tears. You’ve played there three times now, what was it like for you?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

That’s the kind of reaction you get when people have been living with your records for that long. And they mean that much to people, that I think it takes the emotion to another level. So, I’m not surprised at how Paul felt. Not surprised that they were a bit overwhelmed by it all. That’s one of the virtues of sticking around a bit really, isn’t it? But in terms of how they’ve all been very different for us, the first show we did there was for our own album tour. That was probably the most straightforwardly enjoyable because it felt like there was less pressure on it. It was a funny one because we sold the choir seats behind us as well, so when we got to the end of the show and people were making a nice noise, when we acknowledged the crowd, we started turning and we just didn’t really stop turning – it’s like a full 360, like being on a merry go round. It was a bit of an out of body experience. Playing a venue like that is genuinely just a bit surreal anyway, and it’s especially hard for your brain to take it in on a third time of asking, you know, when we did the This New Noise show. So yeah, it’s a surreal experience. I think that word is overused, but it does feel like it’s not really happening. After the fact, even with an artefact as tangible as the actual This New Noise record, it still feels like it couldn’t possibly have happened. It’s a strange one.

Giles Sibbald 

The history of the building and who it’s hosted in the past must be quite palpable when you’re doing your preparations on the day.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Backstage, they’ve got all these images of who’s played there in the pop world and also the classical world: Dvořák conducting his own premieres there as part of the proms or as part of classical music seasons. It’s quite overwhelming. And it says at the bottom of them all “Royal Albert Hall, the world’s most famous venue”. I thought “Come on, no, it’s not”. And then you start thinking, “Oh, actually, maybe it is, you know….Madison Square Garden, maybe?” I struggled to think of somewhere that has as much kind of carry, especially abroad. People know the Royal Albert Hall. They know it. It’s a special place, that’s for sure. I mean, acoustically, it’s not actually that great, but in the bones of the building, it’s definitely pretty special.

Giles Sibbald 

Yeah, I’d heard mixed opinions about the acoustics….

J Willgoose, Esq. 

You know, it’s not just about how it sounds, it’s about the feel, it’s about the prestige, about the look of it, it’s about the history, about the status. If you’ve got to the level where you can play and sell out the Royal Albert Hall that, in itself, is another step on the way up the Everest of music, I suppose, and many people would give the right arm for it.

Giles Sibbald 

I think my pinnacle of opulent venues was as a cellist playing in Blackburn Cathedral as a maybe 15 or 16 year old. It could fit – I think – about 800. Multiplying that by, what – 6? I can’t even imagine playing the Royal Albert Hall – well, I could and it scares me!

So, looking top down on your achievements since the first EP to now, how are you feeling?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Good, yeah. I mean, we didn’t really know how it would go down when we announced plans to release it, because it is a live record, but at the same time, it’s the only version of those tracks that exists. So, it’s not purely a live record, it’s also part of our output, I suppose. I didn’t know how people would approach it, whether they’d see it as a live album, and it wouldn’t get much attention, you know, relative to the studio records, or whether they’d see it as a proper record. It’s definitely veered closer to people saying it’s a proper record, which I think means that people are really paying attention to it. Our fans are very perceptive and attentive in that way. So, it’s nice to have been able to give it that extra lease of life because, otherwise, it was a lot of work for one concert. I mean one big concert, but one concert nonetheless.

Giles Sibbald 

For me, your whole output evokes feelings that I’m being taken to a time and place that reflect my memories of those times and places. Like “Every Valley”. I remember growing up seeing the effect of Thatcherism on communities and coal communities were obviously one of those communities. It makes me remember that history and to never forget it. The interviews, the samples, the minor chord progressions, the arrangements. For me, that album is about remembering that history – or learning about it for the first time – and learning from it. And with “This New Noise”, the addition of the orchestra takes things to a stunning new level.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Oh, thank you. That’s very kind. Yeah. I don’t know what it is, I can’t explain it. But people seem to have an emotional reaction to our music, you know. Something strikes a chord literally and metaphorically and we’re very, very grateful to have that kind of connection.

Giles Sibbald 

Clearly technology is one of the mega trends that’s impacting how we live our lives. How do you anticipate the future of music will be affected by tech?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Well, it’s always been a very central part of what we do. And I think, unlike a lot of bands, we haven’t really hidden that. A lot of bands are backed by the whole playback system and laptops, but they will often be hidden from view, so the audience may not necessarily even realise that some stuff is coming off track, unless it’s something obvious that you’re using like backing vocals, for example. So, we’ve tried to be relatively honest with our use of it. And that use has been part financial necessity and part musical necessity, I suppose. In the early days, we wouldn’t have been able to afford to do the kinds of shows we do now, where we’ve got three permanent musical members, permanent visuals, and then four or five guest musicians at every show. We just couldn’t really do that. So, we had to rely more on looped stuff and had to work out a way to do that reliably and interestingly, make it musically engaging and we also had to rely on a certain amount of track for some of the speech elements and some of the stuff that’s just not easily reproducible live. So, it’s central to our show but hopefully the bigger and more ambitious our live shows get, ironically the less we probably will have to rely on that technology – which is a good thing for us. It’s so difficult on every level as a band starting out, but especially financially. So, this is a great option for bands starting out to make it work as a three piece and be able to get your music out there and get playing. And then, if you can get to another level, to add members and take stuff off track and play live. I think most people in the gig-going world understand that, nowadays, it’s just not possible to start and tour with a six or seven piece band unless you’re really, really lucky. So, we start small and rely on technology a lot. And as we’re getting bigger, we can use more live musicians. We’re thankfully reducing the playbacks but are still clearly heavily reliant on it in terms of running the show the way we want to run it.

Giles Sibbald 

Do you think that technology changes a musician’s approach to perfectionism?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

I think it’s easier to get really wrapped up in the minutiae and start, you know, editing and mixing with your eyes rather than your ears and becoming obsessed with everything lining up perfectly and kind of becoming super robotic, not really human. And I think the ease with which technology allows for that to happen almost starts to send you down that road if you’re that way inclined. I think you do need to be wary of that, depending on the kind of music you’re trying to make. If you’re trying to make electronic dance music, where it really is about the regularity and the pulse, then you don’t really want a lot of sloppiness getting in there. But Talking Heads, for example, that’s not looped. That’s all percussion and guitar played live. And it’s not as tight as some of the modern stuff you might hear, but it does have that energy, that human pulse to it that some other music doesn’t have because it’s been overly finessed. So, it’s really, like most things, about finding the right balance between taking advantage of the technology to your benefit and not then being dictated to by it in terms of how far down the rabbit hole of perfectionism you go. I normally get bored at a certain point and just leave it. I mean I do do a lot – from a technical point of view, not necessarily musical point of view – but at some point, I just think, you know, you’re gonna take the life out of this thing. Don’t go too far.

Giles Sibbald 

A couple of years ago, you spent some time in in Berlin. I read an interview and you were talking about Tempelhof airport.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Yeah, the one that’s not an airport anymore.

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Giles Sibbald 

I’m interested in future living and one aspect of this is our physical environment. This started to come about when I was reading about Detroit, when it was going through its awful decline and how the downtown area and some suburbs that had been devastated were regenerating, sometimes through community projects. I’m interested in your thoughts on cities and what cities might look like in the future – you know, how buildings, factories or airports, as they did with Tempelhof, can be repurposed for future living….

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Well, I don’t think I’m especially qualified to talk about it, but I do find it interesting. I think cities are going to have to change, especially in the European part of the world, because heat is going to become so unbearable, we’re going to see a very big change in terms of how we view all sorts of things. And it’s starting to happen, but the pace of it is nowhere near where it needs to be to really make changes effective. But Berlin was inspiring, because I think it’s a much more progressive city than London. Environmentally it feels like it’s a city that’s more in touch, that makes more space for nature. And I think there’s no better example of that than Tempelhof. I think it’s inspiring that they’ve left that space both for human recreation and environmental purposes, you know, to cool the city down. It’s getting hotter and hotter there every year, the summers are really unlike anything in the past 50 years preceding it, you know, it forms a big heat sink in a way. And unlike concrete or asphalt, you know, it doesn’t absorb the heat and just radiate it back out all night long. It does do a better job of dealing with it. And I also just find that it’s a welcome tonic to having lived in London most of my life and having to get used to the fact that money always wins in London, you know. There’s no way that a space that big would be left for that purpose in London. It’d be gobbled up for property development. I find that quite depressing, but you know, it’s nicer to try and take inspiration from places like Berlin and try to encourage that kind of thing over here. And that can be really small scale stuff: I’ve got really involved in our street tree planting scheme. I just want to look after them and try and do my own little bit in my own little patch of London to just encourage greenery and encourage evapotranspiration and all these kind of things that can help to keep the greening of buildings, growing ivy up buildings as a way of insulating them… all of that stuff. It’s actually a really cheap and really effective way of doing it. But people are scared of it. People are generally scared of nature when they shouldn’t be. So yeah, I’m trying to bring my little bit of Berlin back to London and make my corner a little bit more green and a bit more wildlife friendly.

Giles Sibbald 

Do you think that small community based projects are the way forward for big change?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Actually, no, I don’t, no. Big change has to be driven by government. It’s too big to rely on factions. To try and get through the crisis that we’re facing and pretend we can all just carry on as normal with enormous cost to all of us is just fantasyland, really. It’s so dispiriting to see this happening, not surprising, but dispiriting and dispiriting to see it politicised as well, because it’s too important to play with in that manner. And I think the current mob have enough to be ashamed about already, but they should be deeply, deeply ashamed as human beings of what they’re trying to do now.

Giles Sibbald 

I completely agree. It’s a struggle to see where the change is going to come from. I hear you that these huge problems have to be driven by government but, with this lot, I don’t see the desire to serve anything but the elite and drive divisions. Everything in government and business is so short term, isn’t it? I think it was Mark Carney, when he was talking about climate as the governor of the Bank of England, who called it “the tragedy of the horizon” that people can’t or don’t want to see that far ahead. I struggle to see where, you know, the political visionaries are.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Yeah, and where the appetite for that change is, and where the appetite among the general public is for the fact that there is going to have to be a certain level of sacrifice. And it probably won’t come until it’s too late. It’s blindingly obvious to everyone, even the most, you know, blinkered, intellectually challenged thinkers, shall we say. So, when it’s too late, it will be vastly more expensive to try and solve, which is stupid. Totally counterproductive. And the result of decisions that we’ve seen in the last few months, you know, is the longer you leave it, the worse it gets. I don’t know why they don’t understand that.

Giles Sibbald 

For a government that is so motivated by economic and money, it’s ironic and baffling that they do deny it, then have to pay over the odds to come up with their patchwork solutions that they then crow about as being their revolutionary vision.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

I can’t explain the thinking other than in terms of raw political cynicism, which makes it even worse.

Giles Sibbald 

Do you think music still has a role to play in activism or as an agent of change? Do you think that its role has changed over the years?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

I think it definitely has. It can be small scale or large scale, I think. Somebody like Taylor Swift certainly seems to realise her responsibilities and her powers more than most, and is trying to be a force for good by trying to change things using her standing and you know, trying to ensure that her part of the industry is run better and run more fairly by highlighting some of the exploitation that she’s faced along the way. In terms of music, having a political message and encouraging change, I think it’s extremely effective. I just think you need to leave room for people to find their own way through, you know. With a record like our “Every Valley” which is extremely thorny politically, you can’t be beating people over the head with stuff. You need to leave them a route or a map to find their way through your stuff and form their own attachment with it. And I think the hectoring, belligerent style of doing it, which might, unfairly or otherwise, be associated with people like Billy Bragg, you know, the speechmaking on stage kind of stuff, people just find that very easy to tune out of, if they are against that way of thinking. So, I think there’s a way, there’s definitely an argument for it, I think it just needs to be more subtle and careful than beating people over the head with a big message stick. And I’m hoping that the way that we’ve structured our records is helping with that in our own very small way.

Giles Sibbald 

I’m really intrigued as to how messages can deliver the desired impact. The psychology behind it. It’s an interesting one with PSB because you don’t have lyrics per se, apart from the samples and occasional guest vocalist, so you’re largely reliant on the music and the feeling and ambience that that gives you. In a way, you are offering the subtlety you mentioned just now, through non-verbal communication and the feeling that evokes. You’re encouraging the listener to ask themselves “What does this mean to me?”

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Yeah, and avoiding the most obvious symbols: so, no Thatcher, no Scargill on that record. No big names other than Richard Burton. But, you know, you’re not relying on force of personality to make your point, you’re relying on the testimony of the people who lived through it and who very kindly gave us permission to use their testimony. Like everything artwise, you need to leave space for the audience. Because if you don’t, you’re not going to create those lasting bonds of the likes that Killing Joke experienced at the Royal Albert Hall. You need to leave room for people to form their own bonds with the work itself and recognise that the work is not something you can control once it’s out there, and that’s where the real power is. Once you’re in people’s lives to that extent, and once people have got married to your songs and buried relatives to your songs, they’ve had all kinds of life experiences and with your music forming part of those experiences. That’s the bond that can’t be broken. That’s the real strength of music, I think. And it’s not reliant on us as personalities, and it’s not reliant on us lecturing people, it’s relying on us leaving our space and what we do for people to form those relationships.

Giles Sibbald 

That’s such a strong point and very well made, J. Have you noticed the demographics of your fan base changing over the years?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

I think our audience has been very solid in the UK, it’s been a 6 Music audience, because that’s where we’ve had most exposure, so you’d expect that station’s demographic to be replicated to an extent in our fan base. We’ve been around in some form of public consciousness for 10 years now – it’s 10 years since the first album and 11 since the War Room EP with Spitfire. And it’s strange what happens in that time, kids who grew up listening to the music in the back of the car, suddenly they’re 18/19 and coming to our shows and coming to the signings that we did last week, and, you know, seeming very nervous. I had a guy come up to me in Bristol, and say, “Do you remember the gig you played at The Fleece here in 2013?”. And I was like, “Yeah”, and he was like, “Well, I was in the front row with my daughter, it was her first ever show”. And I remember that because she looked like it was a bit much for her. I remember mouthing to him “Is she okay?” Because if she wasn’t, I was going to have to stop the show or something and help them out. So, he mouthed back “Yeah, she’s fine”, then the next thing is, we’re talking 10 years later and she must now be 21, 22, 23 or something. Now, how did that happen?!! So you have these kids who have grown up and they have these relationships with your music that are totally independent of you as a person. It’s quite {pauses to reflect}…it’s quite remarkable. So yes, we do see younger folks, especially at festivals where they’re allowed in, but because we continue to receive the most support and most exposure via 6 Music, whatever that looks like is what our audience is gonna look like – for the foreseeable future in the UK, at least.

Giles Sibbald 

I love that story. Music being passed between generations, like books, like poems, art. I know it’s been happening forever, but I just think that because we now seem to have far greater and deeper divisions in the world, these are stories of hope that music can act as the glue or the means of carrying forward messages to the next generation. When I see much more diversity happening at concerts, that makes me very happy.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Yes, an amazing thing isn’t it? It’s the power of music, isn’t it? I mean, it’s far from unique to us. I was at The Walkmen the other day at Koko. Must have been their first gig in over 10 years and it was just a beautiful thing to be part of, especially when they played their better-known songs because people were just lost. They almost lost their minds because the songs mean so much to them and you’re all there together for the same reason. It’s part of the human experience in that way. It’s a good kind of check to any kind of burgeoning ego, I think. I realise that some people might view that from the other way around and think “God, this means so much to people, I must be absolutely bloody wonderful”, but still…{laughs}

Giles Sibbald 

Artists are very different in how they view their back catalogue. How do you see your catalogue and how do you see its role in the future?

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Well, I’m quite open to the fact that it’s almost certain that a record that we put out in 2015 (The Race For Space) is going to be the most successful one that we ever make, and it’s going to be the one that people have the strongest emotional reaction to and not to get my nose put out of joint by that, despite subsequent efforts, and to just recognise that we got lucky and how wonderful it is to have had any kind of connection with fans, much less one on that kind of scale. I don’t think it’s miles and miles ahead of the others in terms of the bond it has with the audience, but it’s definitely the one that people will tell you, more often than not, is the one that they love more than any other record like that. Obviously, that’s a big part of your past. But it’s also – provided you don’t get somehow offended by that – a big part of your future as well, because new people are going to discover it and it’s just going to keep on growing in those levels of meaning and emotional response to it. I can’t really imagine playing Go! in 10 years’ time. I don’t know what the crowd reaction to that kind of thing would be. But, I knew it was good, and I very rarely say that about anything because it sounds immodest – I’m riven with self-doubt as any creative person worth their salt is – but um, yeah, it was good. But it’s only once you’ve been playing it to audiences for 2,3,4 even 5 years that you realise you’ve really got one there. It’s not going anywhere anytime soon, you know? It’s a weird feeling how that kind of creeps up on you.

Giles Sibbald 

It must be a pretty special feeling, knowing that something that you have produced hits a chord with so many people.

J Willgoose, Esq. 

Well, yeah, it should be {laughs}. The way I think about it, though – and Brian Eno said a similar thing on the Buxton podcast he did ages ago – is that the further away you get from it, the less and less it seems like you had anything to do with it. You can kind of almost divorce yourself from all ownership of it. I don’t feel like that song is mine. Even though I clearly wrote it, in an odd way I don’t feel like I did write it anymore. It doesn’t feel like it belongs to me the way it did when I was working on it. But it’s just been amazing to get eight years of people getting progressively more enthusiastic about it. You wonder where the ceiling is really….

“This New Noise” is out now on Test Card Recordings

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OFF! – Re-wiring the circuitry

“I’m completely and wholeheartedly having the time of my life with what I’m doing right now”

– Keith Morris

Dedicated to the memory of DH Peligro

 

The female butterfly finds its plant, settles and lays its eggs. The caterpillar emerges and feeds on the plant. It grows. It sheds its skin. It feeds. It grows. It sheds its skin. It feeds until it’s time to hide and start its metamorphosis. It may look like nothing is going on from the outside but big changes are happening inside. Big changes. When the caterpillar emerges, it’s a caterpillar no more. It’s a butterfly, with a new look, a new purpose, a new energy, ready to face the world and what that world has become.

OFF!’s metamorphosis took eight years. When they re-emerged, the whole circuitry had been re-wired.

Dimitri Coats was generous enough to spend an hour or so with me on my podcast a couple of years ago (Season 4 Episode 7 of I Wanna Jump Like Dee Dee, folks!) – not long after it had been announced that Justin Brown and Autry Fulbright II had joined OFF! on drums and bass, respectively.

We had a long chat, talking about his mindset, emotional intelligence, adaptability, the addition of Justin and Autry and how they were now getting weird and experimental in the studio, thriving off each other’s mindsets, influences and interests to experiment, doing things differently and having fun doing it all. It was clear that big changes were happening.

No matter how thrilling, how perfect, how of the moment, nothing lasts forever. We need to evolve. Break new ground. Challenge ourselves. Be curious. Be brave. Brave are the ones that push their art to new limits, make their own rules, fuck convention. Who’s gonna be the next Beatles, David Bowie, Prince, Minutemen, Alice Coltrane, Madonna, Lee ‘Scratch’ Perry, The Clash or Bad Brains?

I have never seen anyone with such a level of pride in, and excitement about, what he knew was going to emerge from that chrysalis. I remember coming off the call and reflecting at how Dimitri had infected me with his pride, his excitement. I felt it myself.

I had now heard the why and the how from Dimitri and I longed to hear and see the what.

30 September 2022.

Free LSD. The album.

An alien supernova that snarls, crackles, fizzes and erupts in its own sci-fi technicolour. I didn’t think anything could be more perfect than those early OFF! records. Ding dong. Wrong. This is a thing unto itself. The chemistry and interplay between the band is clear and present. The signature time changes blow my mind. How fucking easy they make them sound. Even on my 8,245th play, I still hear new stuff on this record. It always catches me out. A sumptuously thunderous bass line climbing up the neck here, a Sabbath groove there with a Ramone wall of sound to go, a Blakey improvised drum fill to combust your brain and some Pauline Oliveros deep listening to jettison you into an alternate reality.

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The big reveal is Keith’s vocals. They sound better than ever by being given more space, more colour and more swing. His apocalyptic, absorbing messages themselves are given more time to infuse and when Justin, Autry and Dimitri lock in perfect synchronicity with the urgency of Keith’s seething rhymes, it’s the most impactful he – and the band – have ever been.

The ‘what’ that I longed to hear and see had landed.

Dimitri Coats

We really pushed ourselves to do something extreme and unexpected. Maybe we alienated a few of the, you know, more closed- minded fans. But for every one of those that we lost I think we gained several more. Our goal was to break out of the ‘punk rock’ box, and maybe confuse people a little bit so that we could get invited to some other types of parties. And it’s good, because we’re playing all these festivals now and we see ourselves on bills with, you know, everything from like, metal bands to electronic duos. I guess the ‘excitement’ of the album has, you know, waned a little bit which I think is natural as people get used to it a little – I think when we spoke on your podcast, we hadn’t recorded it or at least it wasn’t near finished. But now, I’m in that same place with the Free LSD film. The film, even though it premiered at Slam Dance in January, wasn’t finished, so we put together a special cut for that premiere. And this whole time since then, we’ve been working on finessing the VFX, the sound design and the colour and just getting it to where, you know, it feels right to us. It’s come a long way since January, and I can’t wait for people to see it. It’s an incredible achievement. I think one of the reasons I get so excited is because it took so many years to pull this stuff off. It’s not easy to write a record and make a film of the same name that are connected, you know, in the tradition of those rock’n’roll concept albums that are also films like ‘Purple Rain’, and ‘Tommy’ and ‘The Wall’.

Keith Morris

And The Monkees’ ‘Head’’ and Zappa’s 200 Motels’!

Dimitri Coats

So, you know, we were going to join a small list of bands who have explored that, and I was just thinking, ‘Okay, well, if the movie can even come anywhere near, you know, what we were able to accomplish musically with the album, we will be in good shape’. I’m biased obviously but, well, we put so much work into it, but it really exceeded expectations. I think it’s going to stand on its own as a really entertaining and fun feature film, you know. And Keith is AWESOME in it. You know? He really is. And Autry is great. I mean, there are so many good people in it.

Keith Morris

DH Peligro, too. Rest in peace.

Dimitri Coats

Yup. Rest in peace, DH. So many people from our world got involved. We tried to specifically find musicians or people from bands who have done some acting, and you’d be surprised how many there are, like, Chris D from the Flesh Eaters. Actually, DH, who Keith mentioned, was wanting to move more into acting and he was focusing more on that. He was very good. It meant a lot to him that that he got to be in the movie. And he really did save the day because I think it was like, two weeks before we started filming, Justin called up – and he was very apologetic – but he had messed something up with his schedule or didn’t know something about his schedule. And he’s like, ‘I can’t make it’. We were like ‘what are we gonna do?’ {laughs}. It was a godsend that DH happened to be available, be a really talented actor and have that history that goes way back, you know, to being buddies with Keith back in the day when Circle Jerks and Dead Kennedys used to get into trouble together, you know. And then we have like, you know, Davey Havok from AFI, Rob Zabrecky from Possum Dixon….

Keith Morris

David Yow from the Jesus Lizard

Giles Sibbald

Of course, yeah.

Dimitri Coats

One of the main characters.

Keith Morris

The Boner Doctor.

Giles Sibbald

Oh, my days {laughs}. David has been immense in all of your videos as well.

Dimitri Coats

And speaking of the videos, we really wanted to bring as many people from previous music videos into the film as we could. So, Jack Black is in it as well.

Giles Sibbald

Your videos have always been an integral part of what you do. They tell their own stories in such a funny and engaging way. And now you’re adding to it with the film…so exciting.

Dimitri Coats

Thanks. I guess early on, we just felt the need to have some fun with the videos and, and, you know, have a laugh. Because some of the subject matter in the music actually comes from a very serious place. So, we don’t want to play too much into that otherwise it just starts to drag everything down. If you see us live, there’s a little bit of that, you know, seriousness or whatever, but the music videos, we always just wanted to have fun and, and I don’t know, we just started acting in them, having fun doing that, and inviting our friends to be involved. And so, the production just kept growing, to the point where we really had nowhere left to go except make a movie. And the movie was just always thought of as this vehicle that hopefully will, you know, bring new fans to the table, maybe people who see this movie will not even realise that there’s a real band that’s connected to an actual record that they can go to the store and buy. So that’s exciting, too. We anticipate some growth there and maybe after it comes out and people have had a chance to see it, then next time we hit the stage maybe there’ll be a few more bodies in the room, you know what I mean?

Giles Sibbald

What I love about that is the creative diversification for you guys, you know, bringing together the different disciplines of art. It makes for such a different fan experience. It makes you stand out and, for your own creativity, you seem to be just growing all the time.

Keith Morris

While we were creating the lyrics and the music for what we call the soundtrack for the movie, Dimitri and I were discussing certain things. Dimitri writes the script, and the story, you know. The whole idea was this: we found ourselves stuck in a ditch and we needed to – just for ourselves – climb up out of that ditch. We needed to see all of the trees and the flowers and all of the fun stuff. We needed more colour. And obviously, this movie falls in line with that. There are scenes in the movie that are a freak out, there are scenes in the movie that are very serious. The movie not only is based on lyrics from the album, but the some of the lyrics to the album were brought on by the movie. So, it all kind of just clicks together. But we needed to go to a different place. We had been stuck in this area, where there are certain rules amongst these people that we play our music for that are like: ‘you do this; you can’t say that; you can’t look like this; Oh, you listen to those guys? No, no, no, no, you’re not supposed to listen to them’. Dimitri doesn’t come from punk rock. I come from punk rock, and the rules for punk rock became more oppressive than for any of the other genres of music. Give me a break. We started doing this because we wanted to just break away from everything else that was happening at the time. And that’s the way that we approached this record and the movie.

OFF! by Steve Appleford
Photo by: Steve Appleford

Giles Sibbald

I’m endlessly fascinated with why groups become closed minded or become so attached to ‘rules’ for those groups or communities. From “Fuck the rules!” to “No, you can’t wear/play/say/think that!”

Dimitri Coats

I’ve heard enough people say that this is the best thing that Keith’s ever done in his career, and I think that is something that’s incredibly inspiring and something that pushed me as the producer, always, from day one. And it evolved into Free LSD. Keith and I have hung out a lot, obviously, writing songs over the years and just being friends. And he’s not sitting in his fucking apartment, you know, listening to punk rock records. He’s listening to some pretty adventurous music that really runs the gamut. And I’m the same way, you know, I mean, I barely even listen to rock music anymore.

So, I think finally, with this record, we just allowed ourselves to put all these different kinds of ingredients into what we wanted to do and see what happened. And it was almost like, every time we were faced with a decision, we just decided to do the thing that we’re not supposed to do. And that, to me, feels like punk rock. I mean, I’m the last person to talk about that genre, because I don’t come from it. You know, but being an outsider, I mean, isn’t that what it’s all about?

“Hi, I’m Dale Antwerp, a professional educator and this is Teen Talk where the teens get to do the talking and we adults get to listen and today we’re talking about a new kind of music that they’re calling punk rock. So, anyone heard of punk rock? Who’s a punk? Are you a punk rocker?”

Kid: “Yes”

Dale: “So what’s the punk part?”

Kid: “Well, it’s just being different to the average, like an outcast”

Dale: “Oh, that sounds sad being an outcast, you feel like an outcast, an outsider? Is that sad?

Kid: “I mean yeah I do feel like an outsider, but I’m not sa….”

DA (interrupting): “Oh you’re sad, that’s sad…I felt like an outsider, made me feel very sad…wow. Anyway, a punk rock band has come in to play for us today, so let’s listen a band called OFF! Uhhh….just OFF?”

OFF! nod silently

Dale: “OK, OFF!”

OFF! play Borrow and Bomb. 40 seconds of Pure Fucking Power. Dale Antwerp leads the applause. The kids smirk, look at each other and nod. Approval. Bemusement. Dale…Dale.

Dale: “That was certainly short and sweet. How’d that make everyone feel? You in the space suit over there, how do you feel?

Space Suit: “Good. Power. I like that, that’s what I like in my music.”

Dale: “That’s how it speaks to you?…music for young people I guess…for the youth…{to Space Suit}…how old are you, 37?

Space Suit: 35

Dale: Oh dear. 35. 35. You should…you should probably, you should probably go. Can someone help him leave?”

Space Suit leaves.

Paraphrased from OFF’s official video for Borrow and Bomb

Dimitri Coats

You know, what I mean? Shouldn’t that be the spirit of, you know, what punk rock is? Breaking away from the norm, trying to do something extraordinary with the limitations that you have? I’m not the best guitar player, man, but I found a vocabulary for myself, especially with this new record, just going into some weird tunings for example. It opened up a new world to me, and for Keith, you know, not having to concentrate on current events, or whatever, and go into a fantasy world or a world that may or may not be, it just completely freed us up to be singing about aliens, or whatever.

Giles Sibbald

Makes me think about how we define “great” ….is it having the technical skill or being creative on your instrument or is it having the mindset to think outside the box? Like we talked about in the podcast – how else you can use your instruments in ways that hasn’t been done before, or at least not regularly. I really do think that those sorts of things these days are really important. Keith mentioned about getting out of the rut and I think having the wherewithal and the mindset to do that is a way to do that.

Dimitri Coats

It was interesting, because when we first started the band, it was strange, it sort of just happened accidentally, and all of a sudden, I found myself picking up the guitar in front of Keith – because he told me to – like ‘lemme see what you would do with songs for the world that I that I’m from’. I’d start playing and he’d be like {speaking slowly} “No, no, no. Never upstroke. Only downstroke” {laughs}. I’d never done that before, you know. And so, I’m like, “Alright, give me a second here”. And I started to get the hang of it. All these riffs started to come out of me, you know. I was just attacking the guitar in a different way. It was like a breakthrough for both of us and inspired Keith to pick up the paper and the sharpie and start scribbling stuff down. I remember that we wrote ‘Upside Down’ in an hour and a half. I was just like “What the actual fuck is this?!”, but then very quickly, I started to feel incredibly inhibited: I would play a certain riff and Keith would be like, ‘you can’t go there, we have a certain bullseye”.  Everything felt very black and white to me. If I was used to painting in colour on a canvas with oil paints or whatever, it was like ‘No, no, no, you can’t use any of that stuff. Here’s the paper and the Sharpie. You have 10 minutes. Go.’ And there was something exciting about that to start with, but after three records, I was like, ‘Come on, man’. I felt we had nowhere left to go with that. When you’re in a band, you’ve been doing this thing for a few years, it starts to just feel like, okay, let’s write some songs; let’s record an LP; and then we’ll make three or four music videos; and then we’ll be touring; and then that’ll run its course; and then we get together again, we write some more songs. But there’s got to be something more. Let’s do something that we might not even be able to pull off. You know what I mean? I would say to Keith that we’re fans of so much more colourful music and why can’t I play a riff like that, why can’t we take a left turn or throw a curveball and do something fucking crazy and bring in elements of jazz and metal? Why can’t we explore? And I think it was the film that really freed us up, you know what I mean? Thinking of the album as a soundtrack to this weird sci fi movie, you know, it freed our brains up to think about approaching our creativity in a different way.

And we’re movie buffs. That’s the thing about Keith: he’s a cinephile. Our producer was really impressed when he first started hanging out with Keith. They were talking about movies, and when you go to Keith’s house, he’s got just walls of records, walls of movies. He knows a lot. So, this was something that was fun for us. Anything we could think of that would just pull us out of our comfort zone and make it make it feel like dangerous and exciting. In those situations, you have to be willing to make a fool of yourself. When people see this movie, they’re not going to fucking believe, first of all that that’s Keith, and how brave he was attacking his role in that way and completely trusted it, believed in it and went for it at the risk of making a fool of himself. And we’ve run the risk of making fools of ourselves from the start of this project, starting from, you know, writing the first song with all this crazy approach to making a feature film. It could have gone wrong so many times, but it didn’t. The thing that I’m the most proud of is that we stuck to our guns, we took risks, broke new ground for ourselves and did something extraordinary. All of those things have paid off. I can’t tell you how proud I am.

Giles Sibbald

How did you feel, Keith, going into it?

Keith Morris

When Dimitri was talking about how he does not come from punk rock, I wholeheartedly acknowledge that. And I love that. But when we first started out – before we even knew we were going to be a band – if we were going to listen to punk rock before we start working on songs, we’re gonna listen to Stiff Little Fingers – who are one of our big influences. We’re gonna listen to The Damned. We’re gonna listen to the Sex Pistols. Yes, we’ll listen to Black Flag and the Circle Jerks. Bad Brains, of course. But we had a little get together over at his house when he was living over in like Burbank, or Glendale. And we were sitting there, and it was like, ‘Well, what should we listen to?’ And I said, ‘Do you have any Link Wray?’ You know, because back then I’m still trying to instill the downstroke in him. He would bring the butterfly, which is an up and down motion, which is what a lot of the speed metal guys get away with. That’s how they’re able to play so fast. But with the downstroke approach, it’s much more aggressive, it’s angrier. The music needs that. We’re not singing nice lyrics. The songs aren’t nice, you know. With this new record, we’re talking about all of these different scenarios, including the aliens, and their mode of transportation, we’re talking about historical points, all of this. Dimitri was saying that we’re not trying to sing about current events, political or social events. But we tap into that with the conspiracy theories. And we were finding that, if we were dealing with, say, 20 different conspiracies and trying to work through them – is this one real, is this one not real, are there are enough things that have been happening about this conspiracy theory to make it a truthful scenario – the majority of them all go back to our CIA. And we all understand that they’re one of the most evil organisations to ever walk the planet, you know, and they, they hold hands with the KGB, and they hold hands with your MI5, MI6 or whatever your secret service numbers and letters are.

But we fell into what was a really great groove. And what I mean by that is that we were able to get to a stage of ‘Yeah, I agree with you on that’, without even talking about it. You know, this is a really great thing that we’re doing here. And we didn’t even really talk about it. In the very beginning of OFF!, there was a certain thing that was happening and we got to a place where we never even bothered to rehearse, you know. We’ve got a show, we’re at a hotel and we’re in one of the rooms and we’re just banging out riffs, just to go through it as fast as we could, or we’ll get into the dressing room, and we’ll run through all of the songs for about 20 minutes. We had developed a pattern. Maybe it was lazy, maybe. For me, there were there was a certain point in time in music – and I’m going to cite classic rock bands – Cream, Blind Faith, Traffic – where you had all of these great bands that were all on the same wavelength, they all have the same amount of creative energy. And you gotta let the guys do their thing, because they are such great musicians. You don’t tell them what to do. You just, as hippie-esque as it sounds, let them do their thing. And we had been doing that for so long that maybe we got lazy. See, we now have a new rhythm section. And now we have a member of the old rhythm section (Mario Rubalcaba on drums – more on that later) back in our new rhythm section. I guess it’s like, a cyclical thing. It is what it is. We’re playing with great musicians. And like I said earlier, you don’t tell them what to do. You can say, hey, there’s the canvas, here’s some colours, make up some colours of your own.

I’m completely and wholeheartedly having the time of my life with what I’m doing right now.

Giles Sibbald

I saw you play in Paris on the last tour. I was mesmerized with Justin’s drumming.

Dimitri Coats

There aren’t many people who can play drums like that. It’s very, very short list, you know?! We were very lucky that he wanted to be involved with us, you know, going into make the new album. It just sort of happened. We thought at first, he was only going to play on that Metallica track, Holier Than Thou. But he was equally as excited because he was like ‘I’ve never had a chance to do anything like this. This is like the thing that’s been missing from my repertoire’. As you know Justin plays with Thundercat – aka Stephen Bruner – and Stephen and his brother, Ronald Bruner Jr, were the rhythm section in Suicidal Tendencies when they were younger. And so, seeing friends of his get to do stuff like that, he realized what’s been missing from his career.

Keith Morris

“If they can do it, I can do it.”

Dimitri Coats

Another important ingredient of punk rock is energy and urgency. And often, punk rock is like an anti-technical affair, it can be cruder, and there are limitations, and that’s what makes it great. But bringing him into what we do elevated this material that was already pretty adventurous. He plays drums in a way that just that pushes the envelope. He’s walking the tightrope. He’s rarely repeating himself. It’s energy, you know, and it’s so intense that sometimes we don’t even know where we are. And this is happening on a nightly basis. It gives us the feeling that we could go off the rails at any moment. And I think that makes it exciting, you know? Now, let’s rewind to just this past Friday, the party I was telling you about that we played in Austin. Mario played drums with us and it was fantastic. Mario is no stranger to the songs. We tried to make this record with the old lineup. And, you know, there are recordings of Mario playing those songs that ended up on Free LSD. Now, his approach is very different, but equally as badass. It’s just a different thing. It’s really interesting to welcome him back. I think he’s going to be jumping in with us for a while because Justin is getting really busy with Thundercat. We’re not saying goodbye to Justin. I think now we’re in a position where whoever’s available, you know, will play drums with us and I think our fans are gonna be really excited to see Mario’s interpretation of the music. It’s really fucking cool.

Mario by Dimitri Coats
Photo by: Dimitri Coats

Giles Sibbald

These sort of situations, where you alternate a band member, or whatever, you can end up getting some radical re-interpretation of the songs – they hear them differently, view them through different lens, experiment, whatever.

Dimitri Coats

I always put songs first you know, I mean a good song should be able to be reinterpreted. When Hendrix covered Along The Watchtower, it’s like what the fuck?! A good song should be able to withstand some twists and turns and things like that and a good song should be able to carry its weight no matter who’s playing it. As long as the interpretation is decent, it should resonate.

Giles Sibbald

So, this experimentation and willingness to push the envelope, has this kinda whetted the appetite?

Dimitri Coats

As long as we’re having fun, and we feel inspired, I mean, yeah, I’m down. But, you know, Keith is a busy guy. And if something happens with this film, I might start getting busy with another side of my career. I don’t know. We’ll just have to see. But it’s gonna be hard to top Free LSD as a total project. But who knows?

Giles Sibbald

I’ve followed you for a long time, definitely from the first release and it’s just so inspiring to see you having emerged and being so happy with the direction you’re going in now.

Dimitri Coats

Well, that’s what it’s all about, right? We’re middle aged men still following our dreams. That’s a little bit rare, I think.

Keith Morris

Well, we’re fortunate to be able to do something that we love. There have been many hurdles, roadblocks and detours and we’ve managed to pretty much get through the bulk of all of that and we are really enjoying ourselves.

Dimitri Coats

We’re on our fourth album, and when we play live, we’re playing that record – the whole thing. Every song on the album. I can’t think of too many situations where a band that’s been around for a while, you know, they release a new record, you go to see them, you wanna hear the songs that you’re used to from previous albums. And nobody’s complaining that we’re playing this entire new record. I think we’ve really touched on something. We’re biased, obviously, but I don’t honestly think there’s a dud on it. At no point when we’re playing the album live do I feel like ‘maybe we should remove this song’. I just don’t get that feeling.

Keith Morris

I have that happen about six times every show {all laugh}, where I’m thinking, ‘Why are we playing this song? Could we just stop right here and move on to the next?’{all laugh} You know, we’ve been very fortunate, but lately, we have had a string of bad luck with some of the musical gear. We played a show in Praha and both of the amps went out. So, okay, I’m gonna tell jokes for 15 minutes. Nobody complained, nobody bummed out. Normally there’s some kind of a curfew, but apparently there was no curfew at the place we were playing, so they didn’t mind if we played another nine songs after our normal finish time.

Dimitri Coats

I don’t know what’s going on, but I keep blowing fucking amps. I don’t blow my own amp up when I bring my gear out on tour. But when you start flying in for one-offs or travelling overseas, you gotta rent gear that’s usually been thrashed by a bunch of other bands. I blew up the amp in Austin the other night and then the guy from the rental company say to me that ever since Idles took this gear on the road, it’s never been the same. They pushed it to its limits, apparently. I’m thankful that it made it through most of our set. I mean, we didn’t get to play our last song but hey, at least it didn’t happen on the third song. And then what do we do?

Giles Sibbald

I went to see Divide and Dissolve in this newish venue in Soho in London and Takiaya had brought her own gear. It was brutally loud. My shins, ribs and teeth were rattling.

Dimitri Coats

There’s a really weird thing going on and I guess it’s been going on for a while now. But, I think it’s getting more strict in some of the places that we play in Europe. It’s not really an issue in the States but Europe has these decibel limits. At the show you went to in Paris, we were dealing with it there. I got into an argument with the people at the club there. I was like, ‘why the fuck do you want us to come play? You know what we do…you know we’re gonna fucking bring it and bring the volume. You know, why would you put us in a situation where you’re restricting a core part of what we are about? I can only turn down my amp so far to where it’s just not the right sound, it’s not breaking up in the right way. Yeah. And also, I want to be able to, you know, feel that the amp is pushing a certain amount of air so that I feel invested on stage. A big part of getting to autopilot is having some fucking volume up there.

Giles Sibbald

Ironically, that venue I was just talking about is on the site of the old 12 Bar Club on Denmark Street which was forced to close because of complaints from people (or might even have been one person) living in a new build apartment next door or whatever. Such a sad but all too common story.

It’s going on in Manchester as well with the Night and Day Cafe. These are legendary places that have been there for years. Planners, buyers, renters, councils. It really makes me mad.

Keith Morris

Gentrification.

Giles Sibbald

This is exactly what the problem is. Money over culture.

Dimitri Coats

It was very strange to walk around Austin. Last couple of days that we were there and just see all these very famous venues that are just no longer there. Luckily, there are people who are from Austin that grew up with a vibrant scene that are keeping the scene alive today. One of the members of the Black Angels, he’s a partner in this venue that we played for their one year anniversary party. It’s called 13th Floor. It used to be BeerLand, so it’s really cool that they found a way of reinventing that space. And it’s great. What was also very special and full circle about us playing with Mario on that stage on his return to the band was that that stage – when it was BeerLand – is where OFF! played our very first show ever. It was fitting that he was up there with us again.

Giles Sibbald

I don’t know about you, but I find these serendipitous things happening to me much more. Or maybe I’m just more aware of them as I’m getting older.

Dimitri Coats

It’s not an accident. It’s not rare and it’s not as random as you might think. We put out energy and we have hopes and dreams and feelings and fears. And you yourself resonate. It’s things that we can’t see, energy that we can’t see. But it’s there. And, you know, we’re all putting ourselves out there every day all day. We attract and repel things naturally, just by what we’re emanating. And the older I get, the more I believe in that sort of thing.

Giles Sibbald

I completely agree with you. I’ve definitely been feeling all this in probably the last five years, starting to take more notice of what’s happening around me in the natural world, get out of the unnecessary digital world.

Dimitri Coats

Keith does not have a smartphone – he never has. He’s old school. When he leaves the house, that’s it, nobody can contact him and that’s pretty cool. I miss that. I’m glad I got to grow up in a time that was pre-internet, pre-cellphone, pre-social media, you know,

Keith Morris

We would go out and skateboard and ride our bikes and body surf.

Giles Sibbald

The excitement that I used to get from going into the three or four independent record stores in my hometown when I got into music in my pre-teens. Just holding the album in my hand and looking at the artwork of bands like Siouxsie and the Banshees – Kaleidoscope and its crazy band name font, or Killing Joke’s Revelations with that plush blue cover, or Flowers of Romance and wondering what it all sounded like. It was like Narnia. So exciting.

Keith Morris

Because you have the vinyl in your hands. The physical thing in your hands.

Dimitri Coats

We’re big vinyl heads, you know, real nerd collectors. So, when we release an album on vinyl, it’s a special thing and we’re coming up to the one year anniversary of Free LSD – September 30. We did some crazy shit for the gatefold when you open it up. Maybe people have discovered this and maybe they haven’t, but if you shut off the lights, you know, there’s this secret layer that’s glow in the dark. I think that on the day of the one year anniversary of Free LSD, we’re gonna make a post about something special: I was given the prototype of this synthesiser by WT Nelson – he built this machine. He has a company called Trogotronic and we used that prototype on Free LSD. It’s incredible and it’s a collaboration between OFF! and Trogotronic. It’s also tied into the film, he made an even more ramped up version of this synthesiser, which is called The Antidote – another nod to the film – which we used as a prop for the movie but it is also this incredible, functioning synthesizer. This guy was in Bastard Noise –  he plays on one of their albums called Rogue Astronaut, which is considered a masterpiece. It’s fantastic. This was all a big deal for me, too. When Keith started coming to my town and we were looking for inspiration, we knew we wanted to get weird and do some other stuff. Maybe we were going to start with Hawkwind and see where we could go from there. But the more I started discovering these people in my town like, oh my god, you know, I get introduced to (Richard) Skott Rusch from Hunting Lodge. I mean, they were kind of like the Black Flag of what became noise and industrial, taking a cue from Throbbing Gristle, you know? So, you got Throbbing Gristle where you’re from, and you have SPK from Australia, Hunting Lodge from the States, Bastard Noise from this area, you know, and I’m like meeting some of these people who were personally mentoring us into this sound: buy this device, check out this thing. We start buying some stuff and plugging it in not knowing what to do with it. And that’s all that crazy shit that you’re hearing on Free LSD – it’s us discovering that world. I may not come from punk rock but I’ve been into Throbbing Gristle records a long fucking time.

Giles Sibbald

On a Throbbing Gristle related note, my current podcast episode features Aaura O’Dell who was married to Genesis P-Orridge from around about 82 to 92. So they were in Psychic TV together, so post-Throbbing Gristle. I first got to know her in a stream of consciousness writing class. I don’t know if you’ve if you’ve ever done it, but it was really mind blowing. Quite a frightening experience going deep down into the recesses of your mind, but it unlocks stuff both good and bad.

Dimitri Coats

I think a lot of people are really looking for a deeper meaning – and maybe some of it is escape – because the world is becoming more and more fucked up. Earlier this year, we brought this band out on tour called Die Spitz – they’re from Austin. And a couple of them came to say hi to us at the show. And they were telling me that they’re becoming a big deal in their hometown, but they’re telling me that they’re going to probably move out of Austin in a couple of years because it’s predicted to get so fucking hot. In 10 years it’s probably going to be like 120 degrees on the regular, you know? And so they’re just like ‘fuck that, let’s start looking at our escape route’. And let me just say, it was so fucking hot when we were there. We were outside at midnight, and it was almost unbearable. We’re almost at the stage where we’ll be advised not to go out during the afternoons.

Keith Morris

Dimitri, don’t forget that they also mentioned the brain-eating bacteria in some of the swimming areas. Who wants to be in a place where it’s 120 degrees, and you want to go out, you want to go to the watering hole, you want to go to the swimming pool, you want to go to the river or the lake. But you can’t.

Dimitri Coats

Well, dude, I just read in the news yesterday, we have the first death in the San Fernando Valley from West Nile virus, spread by mosquitoes. And it’s the 14th case within the last year. I mean, what if the world is moving into this place where it’s like ‘oh shit, you’re going outside? Well, you gotta cover yourself in Deet or whatever, because if you don’t, you stand a high risk of getting bit by a mosquito or catching this disease that completely fucks up your brain. It’s crazy times and at the same time with social media, people are just so like self-obsessed with living their best lives and trying to ignore the shit that’s happening. It’s so fucked up.

Giles Sibbald

100%.

Dimitri Coats

Part of our creative process was to grab on to some sort of a line that’s going to take us on a crazy ride and get us to think about a world even beyond Earth, you know? This makes us feel good. It makes us feel like there’s hope. We believe that other life exists in the universe.

Giles Sibbald

It’s fascinating thinking about the possibilities. I’m really into this future thinking.

Keith Morris

Are we really the smartest life form in our galaxy or the universe?

OFF! Press Photo credit Jeff Forney
Photo by: Jeff Forney

Dimitri Coats

We’re exploring those things with this movie. It takes place between two different dimensions, one in which we are the members of OFF! and another is set in an alternate reality in which we don’t even know each other. We’re not even necessarily musicians – what if life threw us a curveball to where we weren’t able to follow our dreams, the way we are following them right now talking to you.

Giles Sibbald

This makes me think about the global mega-trends – climate, technology, demographics, urbanization, things like that. It feels like, to me at least, those trends are making a much faster impact on our lives than we’ve ever seen before.

Dimitri Coats

Yeah, I mean AI is already writing songs that are going viral and are centrally hits. And even though it’s in its infancy, you can programme AI to write an Oasis song. Whilst that’s not going to necessarily fool people into thinking this is a new Oasis single or whatever, but it’s going to get to a point where virtual reality is indistinguishable from actual reality. Elon Musk argues that we’re already living in a simulation. Why? Because when video games first started in – what, the early 80’s? – and there was ping pong with two lines and a dot. Very crude from where we look at it now, but you look at how much that has evolved now to where people are wearing these goggles and they’re in these other worlds and they’re shooting shit, it’s ramped up to a pretty sophisticated level. Well, what’s that going to be like in 50 years from now? 100 years from now? It’s crazy shit when you think of it like that.

Giles Sibbald

I’m actually quite worried about something here: Instagram is such a massive thing in millions of people’s lives, clamouring for views, likes and whatever. And they’re trying to work out the algorithm, what format works, what music works, what words work. This is scary stuff on so many levels but not least that people have to change their behaviours, they have to change what they write to fit an algorithm that that some fucking narcissist has declared they think is what the world wants to see in order to get a red heart on their post. One person is deciding what’s ripe for public consumption! I mean does it get any more illogical and dangerous than that?

Dimitri Coats

I moved out to the suburbs, surrounded by mountains and nature with bears and bobcats. When Keith and I were writing the record, we were driving home from dinner one night, and I had to hit the brakes as we rounded this turn because a mountain lion walked right in front of the car. That’s one of the reasons that I love it here. I’m still in Los Angeles County, believe it or not, but it’s outside of LA and I live in a house that has a lot of glass, so I look out on nature. I really believe that moving here is improving my health on a daily basis. I do feel the crazier technology gets, the more I need to stay connected to plants and animals. I’m all about the non-city life.

Keith Morris

I can’t live without the city. I live in a community where I don’t need to drive. I can walk to wherever I want to go, and I appreciate that. Earlier, you saw me patting my head down because I’d walked over to have breakfast and it is quite warm out there. I don’t mind getting out and walking around. I have friends in the community. There are two theatres, three bookstores, and we’ve got our health food store. There’s plenty of restaurants: Mexican food, Italian food, Thai food, Jewish food. My market is just right across the street. I have three hospitals. All three within walking distance. So, I have no complaints and Dimitri lives in a really amazing neighbourhood. All the neighbours know each other. They all know to just stay out of each other’s business, let everybody live their lives and it’s beautiful. The air’s clear. Of course, if you need to go somewhere, you got to get in your car because you got to drive half a mile to get to the market, but that’s okay. But we have all of these people that walk around with their cellular devices and their world is in the palm of their hand. And that’s incredibly convenient. But it’s the hindrances – who wants to be bothered?! If you’re sitting with your friends, and you’re chatting, and you’re having a really great meal, and all of a sudden, somebody’s phone goes off. ‘Excuse me, I gotta take this call, it’s like really important.’

You know, forget all of that stuff, it can wait.

We can wait, too.

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Free LSD The Album is out now.

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La dolce vita – Mykki Blanco basks in the holiday sun

It’s the end of September. Summer nights are closing in. Clubs are getting ready for their closing parties. The last golden dawns and deep red sunsets, where Lust, Fun and Love congregate on the sand of a thousand beating vampire hearts. By night and by day, the three amigos search out the perfect soundtrack for their summer. Taking the odd hit of tequila, their soundtrack rises with a smile as wide as the sun-drenched beach and nonchalantly puts its arm around the 90’s Euro dance groove, guitar licks that shimmer like the Mediterranean, synths that dream of a gentle breeze running across your forehead and a singing voice that glows in its strength, vulnerability and mischief. Before we all start thinking the unthinkable, an old skool acid rave up comes to offer you that last trip before calling time on summer. For now.

Mykki Blanco is one of the most breathtakingly innovative (we’ll get onto the implications of the ‘pioneer’ word later) musical artists of the last ten years. Expect the prodigiously unexpected. Eyes open, mind open to an avant-garde world where art forms are infused, woven and deconstructed, where the language spoken is a rapture of glorious technicolour, where new ground is broken #EverySingleDay and the only limits are the ones fabricated by our mind.

Mykki has just released their latest EP, Postcards from Italia, a collection of six feel-fucking-fantastic anthems.

Mykki Blanco

It’s like this: it’s the same batch of music that was created around the same time that I made my first album post-pandemic, which was Broken Hearts In Beauty Sleep, and then last year’s album, which was Stay Close To Music. What’s nice is that, sonically, it closes off a chapter and, you know, it’s only something like 15 minutes long to listen to, but when I approached the label about it, I was like, “Hey, I just released an album back-to-back for two years. I’m not releasing an album in 2023, but it would be nice to have something fun and upbeat out at the end of the summer. They were completely on board, which is obviously nice but also for me, it’s this nice little ‘hurrah’ before I do this master’s programme in Fine Art.

Giles Sibbald

Your visuals have always been stunning and have been, for me, an integral part of what you do. So, before even getting to the music of Postcards, I was drawn into the photography and its composition. I just love it. I’m not sure what the story is that it tells, but the character in there certainly tells a story. Is there a story behind it?

Mykki Blanco

The project had a completely different name to begin – sorry but I won’t reveal what that name was! – and this summer, I was performing at European festivals, but I had a really odd number of Italian bookings. Way more than I usually do. When the record label gave me my deadlines for when I had to turn in all the creative stuff I was like, ok, I have to get all of this done by this date and I’m gonna be in Italy, so I need to now reshape my concepts. And I mean that’s pretty easy for me to do. For me, the visual always goes hand in hand with the songs – it’s the first thing that I think about after I’ve actually created the songs. And even probably, you know, when I’m in the recording booth, even though I’m thinking about all of these other sonic associations, there’s always imagery that’s in my mind. I didn’t want to change the name of this project to Postcards from Italia. I kind of had two things in mind: I wanted to do this, almost like this spoof of maybe some Mafia guy, but at home with his mother; the second thing that I liked was a narrative of this gay vampire that is going around the public parks cruising and roaming having sex for the blood of his victims. One of the images we did have was a very stereotypical cruising image, which, even though it’s a provocative image there’s absolutely no nudity, so it can really fly on social media. And then for the cover of Holidays In The Sun, I liked this idea of a really old vampire. I don’t know if you know, but in vampire mythology, the oldest, most ancient vampires actually are able to walk in the sun. So, it was a nod to that, and it was funny because my Mom saw it – and she always comments on everything that I put out – and she was like, ‘Oh, I don’t like that latest single artwork. What are you supposed to be, a cannibal?’ I was like, ‘No Mom, I’m supposed to be a pirate’ and she was like ‘But during the day?’ and I was like ‘Yeah, and the song is called Holidays In The Sun’.

Giles Sibbald

There are some amazing poets in the music biz now – like Aja Monet, Kara Jackson…. what role is poetry playing for you now?

Mykki Blanco

On this latest record, one of the things that I had the most fun with is the lyrics or the lyrical structure. The previous two albums were very narrative based. And with this project, I mean, I’m really having fun. I mean, with a song like, Tequila Casino Royale, the lyrics are:

“Drunk as a skunk in Las Vegas, Nevada.

Tanning by the poolside.

Your brother’s really freaking me out.

Digging for gold in the Sierra Nevada.

Daddy’s got a Cadillac.

Oh, baby, we’re gonna get it tonight.”

And then, you know, I go into the second part”:

“Poor old Mr. Jones. He only makes a shilling

the milk and bread is spilling

the dog just saw a cat

stuck in this world alone can’t always get top billing

grandpa, he stole millions and grandma gave them back.”

Johnny, which is really part of a medley, has some of my favourite lyrics I think I’ve ever written:

“I was so mad at my dad. And everybody in Georgia,

Man, I swore I was never going there again.

I caught an STD, had a fever of 103

Took some pills and hit the street and that’s when

Where’s the dope so low

Oh, no, no hope I had no rope to tie myself.

Everybody’s got a past, baby, I wanted this to last.

And that’s why I’m telling it to you.

I said Johnny, I told you that I wasn’t a Romeo.”

So yeah, I think that poetry definitely still plays a large role. I think that I am excited because, like I said, this project really is this nice little ‘Hurrah’ before I go into a creative incubation period – and not just into fine art because everything is fluid. There’s always a symbiotic relationship between everything creatively, at least for me there is. And so, while I will be studying fine art, I think that what’s gonna happen in grad school is that I’m gonna have a lot more time to write. I am curious about the music that I will make because I do feel like at least the nucleus of my third album will come within the next year or so, you know? I don’t know if I can say I’ll be releasing an album in 2024 – probably not. But I will probably be releasing one in 2025. And I’m excited for that pause. Since 2021, I’ve pretty much been on tour for two years, which has been really great and necessary to be back out there at the level that I like to be out there. This is nothing to complain about or to even comment on because having never been a major label artist, this is just the reality of what you have to do. I feel really fortunate that my career very much symbolizes the birth of social media, as we know it now – from 2012/13 to now. I do feel happy that I came up at that time, in this business and in this industry, because I do feel that, because of social media, and because of the internet, it was really transforming itself to suit artists of all tiers, whether you were a pop star or whether you were a band that was playing punk clubs. Post pandemic, sadly, because so many independent spaces have closed, because there are fewer booking agents and because the larger touring companies have really had a firm hand in deciding what the market looks like right now, I’m seeing this stark dominant return of major label artists really occupying a whole lot of space at the expense of underground and experimental artists. And I would say that what characterised my career for the last 10 years was the fact that artists of these different tiers had the ability, helped by social media, to gain larger fan bases and to financially sustain a decent quality of life through touring and through making music without having to rely on sales or to rely on streams.

Mykki Blanco photo credit Cecilia Chiaramonte POSTCARDS-2

Giles Sibbald

Social media is an interesting paradox, isn’t it? On the one hand, you have the potential to reach out to fans in parts of the world where you are popular, yet on the other hand, if the platform doesn’t like how you post something, it can hinder you.

Mykki Blanco

Maybe this applies to the last 20 years, but I’ve only really existed as Mykki Blanco in the last 10 years. I would say the entire idea of what fame or what celebrity is, has shifted so, so much because – okay, I feel like in society, we have a pretty hardline consensus of someone who’s ultra-famous – someone like Kim Kardashian, okay? I think everyone that everyone can agree that she’s like a consensus baseline of what it is to be ultra-famous and to be a celebrity.

But now you have a Tik Tok – not even a Tik Tok influencer – but you know, a Tik Tok musician, whose – for the most part – music really only appeals to a certain segment of, say, Gen Z. And they’re globally famous. But most people – including most famous people – would have no idea who this person is, but millions of 13 to 17 year olds all over the world know who this person is. And then you’ll have someone like me who is relatively not famous, but to some people, I’m quite well known. And in certain countries and certain cities, I am well known. And so, I think that for artists and musicians it’s really whatever you want to make of it. I think that people think of me as a pioneer because my big aspirations didn’t meet or sync up with the culture at the time: I was pushing my art and pushing my agenda, despite experiencing so much transphobia and so much homophobia. I still know that and I’m sure it affected the probability of my “ascent”.

It’s never lost on me that people like Lil Nas X or Frank Ocean were viewed as heterosexual artists when they came on the scene – everyone considered them heterosexual artists. It wasn’t until a good two and a half years after they already had mainstream music out as heterosexual artists that they both came out. The world was able to accept these artists and their genius, but very much under a very stereotypical heteronormative paradigm. And that’s something that me and other artists that chose to be openly queer at the time that we did, didn’t get. I guess it’s all relative {laughs}.

Giles Sibbald

It seems to me that the music “industry” seems representative, you know, of the systemic and institutionalized prejudice of everyday life – it has always dictated who it wants to be at the top of the pile and dictate what they project.

Mykki Blanco

Yeah. And that’s what’s scary to me, because I think that what’s characterised the last 10 years, in the industry, and in culture, and especially in my career, is that I saw so much of indie culture and underground culture reclaiming that, and not only reclaiming it as a cultural narrative, but financially reclaiming it. I feel like younger artists are always going to be equipped to persevere and to do whatever is necessary that they need to do to get their music out there, and to be heard etc etc. But I do feel for younger artists, because I like I said, I think that this pendulum swung back after 2020 and I think that it is harder now if you don’t already have a name.

Giles Sibbald

I’m thinking a bit more about the pioneer word that you mentioned and linking that into your own evolution. A lot has been written about how musically you’ve evolved over the years. Is that musical evolution representative of you evolving as a person as well?

Mykki Blanco

I think it’s representative of two things. I think it definitely is representative of me as a person and the changes that I’ve gone through in my own life psychologically and spiritually. And with this kind of, like, flowering, exploring and understanding of my gender identity. Maybe I didn’t say this, but as a child, I was very interested in creative writing and then I got very much into Drama and Theatre. And then as a teenager, I got very much into Antifa, anarchist punk culture, and feminism and queer culture. Then, I decided to go to art college. So, when Mykki Blanco began, it was very much rooted in this interdisciplinary art world thing. You can probably read this online, but I did not start writing my first songs until I was 25. I had been this person that wanted to be a musician since I was 12 years old, and if I had written music at that age, I would probably have had a very different trajectory sonically than someone who literally was an art freak who didn’t start writing songs until 25. One of the things I’m most proud of is that if you listen to a song of mine from 2012, or 2014, or 2015, or 2016, or 2017, even, and then you listen to Broken Hearts And Beauty Sleep from 2021 or Stay Close To Music from 2022, I think you clearly hear the evolution. And, obviously, you know, my choice of executive producers also has a role in this. But when I’m talking about the songwriting and the overall quality of the music, it’s extremely clear that I matured into being a better songwriter and a better musician.

Giles Sibbald

How do those early songs make you feel now?

Mykki Blanco

I was so clearly just having fun, and so clearly concerned with things in a more conceptual way and trying to push something new. I’m trying to pull all these references that are in my head to get everything together. I almost look at those songs as like, you know, this young collage artist that was really full of energy and trying to make people feel something. While I never wanted something to sound shitty, I was never concerned about the sound quality or the production. These were things that would have never even entered my head in those days. I would have never been thinking that I should work with this person, because I’d listened to other records they’d worked on and thought they’re a really good mixing engineer or anything like that. All of those kinds of production elements were completely out of the window for me, I never considered them once, you know. I would have been more just excited to enter the studio – and I’m still this way – but now I just consider other things as well: to say, “Huh, I really want to try to make an acid house song that sounds like you’re entering a haunted house on a tropical beach.” I remember when I made that record The Initiation where I had been watching like The Blade TV series. I was really into this idea of making a gothic hip hop song. Not just like a scary dark song, I wanted to make something that sounded like Dracula had created it. And so, then I did the whole entire song rapping in Latin. The entire song! When you listen to it, you honestly feel like ‘okay, what is going on?!’ And then I did the video with Ninian Doff – and he was amazing – where I have two heads, and it’s this underground fight club in London. I think I was much more concerned with building these worlds. And, also, honestly, trying to communicate to people that like, I’m someone that you should really fuck with, I’m a talented person, I’m going to create universes for you if you allow me to – that’s what I can do for you.

Giles Sibbald

I guess there’s a comfort in familiarity for some. Maybe not as much for your long-standing fans as they have already bought in to your constant – let’s call it – identity evolution, but have you noticed people responding differently to your music evolution?

Mykki Blanco

Yeah, I know what you’re saying, but for me, no, because I think – and I could be wrong – that I understand the secret of my longevity. I feel like I’ve studied enough other artists to understand the different secrets of their longevity. One of these ingredients is that there comes a certain point – and this is more to do with being a part of the social media generation – where you do pull back. Right? Because when you reemerge, it needs to feel fresh. And I think it’s different for every artist, but for me, I could never go back to the old days, because I’m not going to make a song about taking ecstasy again. And I’m 37 years old. I do see certain artists doing that old day stuff and they become these cultural failures. They get older and lyrically, sonically and even how the whole package is rolled out, you can tell they’re really trying to appeal to a demographic that’s much younger than them. It’s not even that it’s embarrassing. It just feels….

Giles Sibbald

It feels a bit like a parody, doesn’t it?

Mykki Blanco

Well, it does become a parody, and the kids definitely know it’s off, and they’re definitely not into it. I think that it’s always better to be true to yourself in a sonic moment. I think it’s okay to put a little powdered sugar or put a little sprinkle of whatever the zeitgeist is on one or two tracks, you know what I mean? But keep it light.

I mean how embarrassing would it be if I put out an entire record that sounded in some way, like, I was trying to be a part of a post-Yung Lean and Sadboys sonic world? To be honest, I could do that. I would know how to construct that. But it would be so inauthentic, and it would be so weird. And just not me. Whereas with Holidays In The Sun, for example, I had fun doing that song. There has been this huge resurgence of electronic music. We have someone like Beyoncé that, you know, definitely had a team of people that were aware of that. And then, you have this pop cultural moment, like Renaissance, but Renaissance is really not only echoing the history of dance music, but also commenting on the current two and a half to three years zeitgeist of this return to club culture being really important, right? And so, it’s like, yeah, okay, I do a track like Holidays In The Sun where I know, that sonically I’m not only touching upon a zeitgeist moment that’s happening right now, but that it’s also referential, in a way that’s authentic to me. To be able to do that is important. Now, am I going to create an entire dance album? No, because that’s just not entirely who I am. But, could I have little touches? One of the things that I think is so important to my creative process is that I learned how to edit. And even this is going to be a very controversial thing: the person that really taught me how to edit my music was Kanye West. When I worked for him for that five-month period, it was like a masterclass in editing. I mean, he’s mercurial. So, there’s a whole other element to this, but still, having a song where you’re like, okay, the song is done and it’s pretty fucking amazing. It doesn’t get touched for three weeks and then all of a sudden, you listen to it again, and it’s been touched and you’re like, ‘Okay, well, now this is a completely different song. This is also amazing. And maybe it is a little more amazing than the original version.’ And that’s something that I never used to do. I never used to edit. And now I edit a lot. Like, Holidays In The Sun. I didn’t put this in the press release because I didn’t think it was important. And also, I wanted it to feel like an entirely original thing that just happened. But Holidays In The Sun was created on Christmas Eve in 2020. It wasn’t mixed until a few months ago, but the song was done and completed and was a three-year-old song and the little edits happened in the mixing process. Those little touches. There are songs that I will hold and then I’ll be like, ‘okay, no one needs to know when this was recorded originally, but I do want to add something different to it now’. Or even like on Broken Hearts And Beauty Sleep, where the track that I did with Blood Orange (It’s Not My Choice) was originally an entirely different song. He did a newer production on it. And then the song that I did with Hudson Mohawke and FaltyDL (Free Ride) was a completely different song. We asked Hudson to remix it and we liked his remixed version more than the original. So, then we made that the original. So, yeah, one of the things that’s been really important to me and the maturity of my songwriting has been the process of editing. I love it when the song takes on a whole entire new life.

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Giles Sibbald

I 100% agree with that. I think it shows open mindedness and a democratic vision, rather than shield, for your music. Has having nothing when you first started out helped you with developing an open, visionary mindset?

Mykki Blanco

Um, I think that…. well, it’s interesting, because, in a musical sense, yeah, things were very bare bones. But then, because my visual identity was always so entangled with the music, and because I have always pushed very strong visual narratives, in the beginning, because I was a new artist, I was really supported a lot. And I mean, a lot. Production companies would reach out, young directors would reach out. I mean, I think I’ve gotten at least four or five of my music videos almost for free, because people wanted to work with me at that level. And then, you know, maturing and being around for a while, you get less and less of those opportunities. So, it becomes more of a scramble, you know, to get a sizable budget and it can become more of a headache, I would say, to do something that is of the quality that you would have aspired to. But then last year, I did two music videos that I was really proud of: the one that I did with Michael Stipe – Family Ties – I think Kit Monteith did a really wonderful job of putting out this narrative that I really wanted to explore. And then the video that I did for the song French Lessons, just because it was so epic. For me – and I’m gonna be honest – I don’t even want to put out music if I can’t deliver at least one visual like that.

I feel like I’m entering this place where, like, we’ll see what happens. I mean, everything always shifts, but maybe I don’t need to have these huge campaigns. Maybe it is now making sure that – obviously – the music is there, and then biding my time, so I can make sure that I have one very transcendental, very powerful visual moment that can sell the song and that can really make, you know, a very clear statement. If there’s one thing that I feel a bit begrudged about – and it’s not really begrudged; actually, yes it is, I do feel begrudged – is that I released probably two of the best records I ever made during the pandemic. I mean, I can’t control that. But I am begrudged about it, because I think that had the pandemic not happened, I would have been able to fulfil some of my dreams about having a larger stage show. At one point in 2021 I did: I was working with a seven-piece band and working with the band opened up all these new doors, like having the opportunity to open for Florence And The Machine for six days during her arena tour playing, like, Madison Square Garden. I mean, the band in and of itself really opened so many doors, but then, at the same time, when I think about what I would have been able to afford for my own kind of live show there, there are still things that I feel begrudged about that I haven’t achieved. Like, I really want to be able to travel with a set, these kinds of things. But, you know, maybe that happens for me in music, or maybe that happens for me when I have a show that’s more of a musical construct that runs in a theatre, so people are coming to the theatre, and it’s a theatre tour in London, Amsterdam etc and it becomes a different thing. But I’m happy that at least I’m able to occupy enough interdisciplinary spheres where that won’t feel foreign to me or to my audience.

Giles Sibbald

Fascinating ideas, Mykki. Hugely creative and out the box thinking.

Mykki Blanco

I needed to take that step with the band. I needed to know just how much bigger everything could sound with the band, I needed to be able to know that I could work with people that could bring my music to life in ways with transitions and with intros & outros that really elevate the show to a whole other level. I’ve learned some things. The band was expensive for one thing. Everything was more expensive because we were post-pandemic and – and I wanna stress that this is not to minimize in any way the horrific suffering in Ukraine – but both the pandemic and the war have led to higher prices for everyone. These two things made it extremely hard for artists to have bands and, for me, to grow to the next level in that way. I did it, but I struggled through it, you know. I mean, yeah, everything looks great on paper, and boy oh boy, does everything look good on social media, but I financially struggled through that period. And it was so important because for all the musical gatekeepers, for the festival bookers, for everybody, I had to prove that yes, I can do this. And yes, this is where I’m going. And yes, this is the kind of calibre of an artist I am. But honestly, there was such a huge disconnect. It really psychologically broke me down at one point. It felt like being a teen mom in the 60s and having to go off to a convent to keep up appearances. It was a very powerful period that should have been all around this high from every performance. And it was, but then there was a dark side that I had never experienced in my entire career. And that was just the energy drain and the financial drain of having to keep up these appearances post pandemic and then through the war.

Giles Sibbald

Did this put a strain on relationships within your circle?

Mykki Blanco

I fired both of my managers.

Giles Sibbald

Right. So, I guess that’s a ‘yes’.

Mykki Blanco

I can maybe say that a bit flippantly now, but truthfully, in my heart of hearts, that was an extremely difficult decision. These are people that I had been with for years. But I had to question their judgement and understanding of the market after 2020 with the decisions that they were making on my behalf. It got to a certain point when I had to say that ‘I have this emotional connection to you and for a majority of my career, you have made really wonderful decisions on my behalf. But you are actually not understanding this moment and you’re having me work in this old paradigm that is no longer applicable to what is happening right now.’ And I am like literally bleeding my savings, you know, trying to keep up appearances. I mean, come on, ok, so here’s the thing: the most positive thing that happened, besides playing the festivals, and people seeing the bigger show and festival bookers knowing that it was possible, was the fact that we literally – for six shows – played arenas opening for Florence And The Machine. That would have never happened had I not had the band. So, I’ll say this: I am going to have a band again and I’m so glad that I had that experience. But now – and I have already had this conversation with my label – when I go into my third album, oh, you better believe that I’m going to be very specific – very specific – about what live instruments are being used on the songs. Now, probably during the process of the other two records, I gave myself complete freedom: “Oh yeah, let’s have a flute player here; and yeah, we’re gonna have this here”. And while I’m not trying to negate what that freedom gave me, you better believe that I’m going to be way more specific about what live instruments are played on the next set of songs, because I want to make sure that when it’s time to translate that to the band, obviously, that it sounds good, but that that formation of players is gonna be the most economical. And, you know, some people might say that it’s going to detract from the creativity or the freedom of the music. And I say absolutely not. I think it’ll just be a new consideration. I think it absolutely will not take away from the creativity. I think it absolutely will not take away from the freedom. I think that it will be a set of rules that then we’ll have to work into, and I think it will only expand the record into a specific sonic direction, which is also fine.

Giles Sibbald

I mean maybe it’s not exactly operating from a place of scarcity, but it’s one that’s grounded in reality. You can’t keep haemorrhaging savings.

Mykki Blanco

No. And here’s what I’ve learnt: certain musicians, if they can play one instrument, can play another, right? I didn’t know that before. I didn’t know just how human beings had the capability to be that multi-instrumental, right? I’m not classically trained. I was not ever in that world. But now, after the two years of having the band, I can say, well, hmm, well, we can use this instrument and that instrument, and I’ll just find a multi-instrumentalist that can play both. I was gonna say that, you know, through everything that I’ve been through – even if I’m still dealing with certain ramifications of last year’s tour and with everything else that I’ve been through – I’m still really excited in my career, because I am 37, I do have bigger albums still in me. And knowledge really is power. Even though, you know, it’s an unfortunate story about me having to change management, had I not been in that situation where a lot of the veil was lifted, had I not had to do certain things for myself during the transitional period, I would not know what I know. Information about touring and booking agents that I’ve worked with for years, but that I really didn’t understand every little thing they were doing, I now know it. I ask questions now that I would have never asked my agent five years ago. Because I know now. I can’t tell you how important it is to know these things. The more you know, the more questions you can ask before the booking is decided, before the concert is decided, before the city has decided, or before the routing is decided.

Giles Sibbald

To finish off what has been a fascinating conversation with you Mykki, you mentioned spirituality earlier. Can I just ask what role does spirituality play in your life now, if that’s not too personal a question?

Mykki Blanco

No, no, no, it’s not. I feel very, very, very lucky that I was raised in a very spiritual home with a very spiritual family. Now, that doesn’t mean that home life was not at times dysfunctional, because at times it was highly dysfunctional. But I think that what I’ve grown to understand is that spiritual people can also be dysfunctional people, and the reason why they are spiritual is because they also need healing. I very much love both sets of my grandparents. My mother’s parents are both deceased, and I grew up loving them, but I grew up more having kind of the more ‘I love grandma, but you know, we don’t talk that much etc, etc’ relationship. With my father’s parents, they’re both still alive. And I have always been very close to them. I would say that I’m probably as close to my father’s parents as I am to my mother and my father. They’re black Jews, and they are very religious people. But then my grandmother was very new agey. She was very into Buddhism in the 60s and 70s. And my grandfather, while you know, not practising was also quite interested in religion, period. I remember growing up and my grandfather would have books on Hinduism, Ancient Egyptian mystical cults and so on. Even though they were black Jews, there would be a lot of books about Jesus around the house. So, I was raised with a lot of spiritual values that have come in handy. I hope this doesn’t read arrogantly because that’s not my intention, but I have experienced things in my life that I think if certain people didn’t have a very spiritual foundation, those things would probably knock the wind out of them. You grow up from a kid into a young adult, and you’re optimistic, and most things in your life are happy – hopefully. And even if they’re not, you’re just still able to kind of get by on a certain fondness of life, because you’re young and everything about life feels new. I used to see people that looked like life had beaten them down. I used to see family members where they just could never seem to get it right. I was going through a tough period months ago in my personal life and had come out of this two and a half week depressive state. I remember telling one of my really close friends about this and said to them that I used to look at people, I used to look at relatives, and would say ‘why can’t they get back up?’ I said to my friend that I feel fortunate that I have the kind of personality where I know now that, even if it takes me three weeks, even if it takes me a month and a half, I am going to get back up. But, now I understand the people who can’t. I understand just how bad it can be. And that, I think, is what life teaches you. I don’t judge those people anymore, because I feel like I understand now just how bad it can get and just how one thing after the other can happen and your nerves are on edge and you’re like, ‘is this a fucking joke?’

I’ve experienced that. I’ve experienced making bad choices, where a domino effect of bad things happen right? But, I’ve also now experienced the randomness of multiple unrelated bad things happening and you’re just like, ‘What the fuck? How am I supposed to live through this?’ And so, I think that having a spiritual centre is really important. It’s what’s kept me on an even keel and it has given me the wisdom now to know that like, hey, you really cannot judge someone when they seem to be having these cycles of a bad times. Because it could easily happen to you.

Take the soundtrack to your Holiday In The Sun and make it the soundtrack to your life.

 

Postcards from Italia is out now on Transgressive Records

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The Ramonas – 100 Club, London – 19th August 2023

Joey Ramone never graced the legendary stage at London’s 100 Club with his band of misfits from the twilight zone whose sonic blitzkrieg lead one of the most impactful revolutions in the history of music. In the words of John Cooper Clarke “The first punk band I remember hearing was undoubtedly The Ramones. The greatest rock n roll band ever. They just made everybody else look like a waste of time”.

Judy Is A Punk changed the course of my life. Everyone who knows me, knows that. When I hear that record now, I still feel that joy, that amazement, that “I’ve-got-to-play-this-record-40-times-in-a-row.”

That’s the fountain of youth that our beloved Joey was talking about.

So, when Lisa, Vicky, Sadie and Abe (standing in for Maxine who is playing some dates with KennyHoopla) take to the stage as The Ramonas, I’m that 12 year old again, eyes wide open with untold excitement.

The Ramonas don’t fuck around…..1-2-3-4 and the opening chord of Durango 95 hits you at full tilt. It opens the door to the best 75 minutes of your life, chewing out a rhythm on the bubblegum, sniffing glue and falling in love by the soda machine. Thrilling, dazzling stuff. It’s loud, it’s fast, it’s tight and it’s great fucking fun.

Midset comes a clutch of the band’s own songs. They’ve released one mini and two full electric albums as well as an acoustic album, all of their own material. They’re steeped in the heart and soul of punk & rock n roll but with a nod to the B-52’s circa Wild Planet, garage rock, sci-fi, and plenty of soaring harmonies and major/minor chord progressions that make you love their music even more than you do already.

Back to some covers for the final third and it’s a joy to hear Endless Vacation and the final trio of Chinese Rock, Judy and the Motörhead classic tribute R.A.M.O.N.E.S. sounding absolutely lethal.

Then – just like that – it’s all over.

The Ramonas.

They’re the real deal.

Gabba Gabba Hey.

Review by: Giles Sibbald


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(I take full responsibility for getting this wrong – I certainly won’t congratulate myself, and thank myself and give myself a big pat on the back)

Durango 95

Teenage Lobotomy

Psychotherapy

Blitzkrieg Bop

Rockaway Beach

Havana Affair

Commando

Glad to see you go

Oh Oh I Love Her So

Now I Wanna Sniff Some Glue

Bonzo Goes To Bitburg

We Want The Airwaves

Tomorrow She Goes Away

Cotton Wool Kids

First World Problems

Filth

Consumed

Camp cruel

Rock n Roll High School

I Wanna Be Sedated

The KKK Took My Baby Away

Sheena Is A Punk Rocker

Pet Sematary

Let’s Dance

Somebody Put Something In My Drink

Endless Vacation

Beat On The Brat

Pinhead

Chinese Rock

Judy Is A Punk

R.A.M.O.N.E.S

Do You Wanna Dance? Girl Ray pull an all-nighter

I was recently reminded of the “go to” club in Blackburn when I was at school in the mid-80’s.

I say “go to”…..

What I really mean is it was the only place I had an occasionally more than 50/50 chance of getting in. On the decks, Frankie were telling me to Relax, Chaka Khan’s I Feel For You felt very much about her mourning my fashion choices and Tears For Fears were exasperating everyone (well, me) by wanting to rule the world at seemingly every radio station. Oh, and Russ Abbott. It was eclectic (but sadly not eclectic enough to play Swans, the ultimate in 1980’s New York City sonic nihilism).

I digress.

I could say with a fair degree of conviction that 80’s clubland in Blackburn was a very different vibe to that of New York City, home to possibly the most written about, the most fabled and the most pulsating, subversive club scene.

But the first tender forays into meeting someone’s eyes across the discotheque’s dancefloor, the euphoria of falling in love, the helplessness of being rejected, and the despair of feeling alone and worthless can happen anywhere.

And they did.

In reality and in our imagination.

Imagination is a wonderful thing. We need more of it.

‘What if there were a club in 1980’s New York City called…..?’ imagined Poppy Hankin of Girl Ray…..

Waiting for a spark of inspiration for where they might take the Girl Ray sound next, Poppy found it in Pose, the television drama about New York City’s queer ballroom scene in the 80s. Squashed into the back of a tour bus driving around Europe at the beginning of 2020, looking out of the window at the rain outside, missing her girlfriend back home and looking for an escape, she started recording demos inspired by its soundtrack on her laptop in the back of the bus and opened up that make-believe club in her imagination. A club that was a big-hearted celebration of inclusivity and individuality and glamour; everything she felt was missing from the rain-soaked post-Brexit landscape they were driving through.

The club was called……. Prestige.

And now this fantasy world is all ours to dance about in with them. Prestige is Girl Ray’s third album and it’s the sound of them reclaiming disco music as the celebration of sexuality and outsider culture it started out as. It’s a beautiful place where love happens on the dancefloor. It’s where it might disintegrate as fast as it happens. It’s where the outsiders are the cool kids, the ones with the imagination, the daring, living for the moment, their moment. It pulls from their own influences and styles but they are expertly fused together with their own take on the 1980’s disco vibe.

It’s fabulous, it’s fearless and it makes you smile. And imagine.

Check your coat and grab a Cosmopolitan. The party’s only just getting started.

I hope that 50/50 chance of me getting in is in my favour this time….

Giles Sibbald

What’s one word that comes into your mind about the release?

Poppy Hankin

Overwhelmed! It’s been like a mad couple of weeks. It’s always a crazy thing to have an album come out and then, just for a few days, everyone is talking about it. It’s going well. We’re happy!

Sophie Moss

Oh gosh, obviously there’s so much work that goes into getting the album out and so much admin, emails, whatever. And on the day, it was just kind of like, oh, right….what now?!

Poppy Hankin

Yeah, ‘What now?’ was the feeling!

Sophie Moss

When we all met up, it was like we had Barbie’s irrepressible fear of death! We were all just like, ‘Oh my God!”, having a quarter life crisis! {Laughs}

Poppy Hankin

We were trying to get the mimosas in and then we were like “do you guys feel like weirdly blue?”. But as soon as we did that show on the release night at Rough Trade East, we were party Barbies!

I mean, we threw everything at this record. We’ve spoken about this a lot, but we’ve super leaned into the disco element, and that was really fun for us. It’s such a cool aesthetic and learning how to pull it off was a lot of fun. But there are a few songs on there that we were writing before the disco thing kicked in and they ended up being on the record, but maybe we added a four to the floor on it. So, it’s kind of got all these different influences. Whereas some like True Love, are more like straight disco. But, you know, I think it’s kind of nice to bring our own touch to it. I guess we wouldn’t just want it to be a rip off or whatever.

Sophie Moss

Yeah, and at the time, I feel like we chucked a whole lot of cheesy stuff at it like crazy solos and stuff. We had a guy called Mark Bencuya come in who’s in Yacht Rock Revue to do some keyboards and then we were sense checking everything out afterwards.

Poppy Hankin

I guess that’s kind of how recording works, as I’m sure you know. You literally chuck everything at it and then the producer and the band as well should be able to tastefully carve out what should actually stay. So yeah, often when we’re recording our songs, we’ll have like 100 plus tracks going in the recording session. Less is obviously more so you kind of want to be able to objectively decide if any particular part is actually adding anything to the overall.

Giles Sibbald

I think the industry still clings on to boxing bands into specific genres, but speaking for myself, I’m much less tied to genres now than I used to be and into bands who bring all their different influences into play.

Poppy Hankin

100%. Yeah, I think that’s what’s cool about being in a group as well – we all bring different influences. Like, we’re all listening to a ton of different stuff. So, when we actually get together and play, you know, we’ll be taking influence for Sophie’s bass parts from someplace, I’ll be taking influence for my guitar parts from another. You kind of get a melting pot. And, obviously, we’re different people with different tastes. But the thing is that we really respect each other’s tastes and what we bring to the group. So, it all gets thrown in!

Giles Sibbald

I think that’s the really important point, isn’t it? That mutual respect for each other and what you each bring to the group. Having an open mind to what the outcome might be.

Poppy Hankin

Yeah. 100%. I mean, I think it’s the only way that bands can really work. We’re lucky that we all get on in that way.

Giles Sibbald

What music has influenced you or stuck in your memory from childhood, through teens to now?

Poppy Hankin

Well, I guess different stuff. For me, when I got to about 12 or 13, I was starting to kind of discover my own tastes beyond what my parents might like or what my friends liked. The bands for me were like, Best Coast, Vampire Weekend, that kind of early teen indie vibe. And they were really getting me going and getting me interested in playing guitar. And I mean we’ve all been friends since we’ve been teenagers. We were all watching a lot of KEXP sessions on YouTube.

Sophie Moss

This is the most obvious response ever, but The Beatles. Sometimes as a framework for playing a show or whatever we’ll ask ourselves who we’re going to embody! They’re very relevant for me.

Poppy Hankin

To be honest, we did that on one of our first gigs, and we did it actually on Friday as well. We said to each other ‘let’s just pretend we’re a member of The Beatles’. Because really, we are introverted extroverts. We’re not natural performers, but there’s something inside us that wants to perform. We have to kind of pretend we’re someone else! {laughs}

I remember when I was 13 or 14, I was playing guitar and writing songs that were a bit rubbish. But sometimes I would feel brave enough to show them to my mum. And she’d be like, ‘You need to be in a band’ and I was just like ‘No, Mum, I can’t.’ She’d keep saying it and I’d be shouting at her to stop, but I knew – you know, the fact that she had faith in me – that there was something there. So, when I met Sophie and Iris, we kind of made it happen.

Giles Sibbald

Was that belief in you from your mum subconsciously inspiring you?

Poppy Hankin

I think it was, yes, because I was obviously writing the songs, but I had these insecurities, I guess, where I thought nobody would ever want to actually hear them. And, you know, when I started playing them to Iris and Sophie, they were so supportive. I mean, we all suffer from this to an extent. I mean, the more you play, the more habitual it becomes, but we definitely do get nervous, and we’re very critical of ourselves. So doing an album cycle is good because you get lots of positive affirmation, but it’s also bad because you get some grump saying that a guitar lick is clearly copied from whatever. But you’ve just got to kind of get in the zone and get past it and remember that actually, we do really enjoy performing. It’s just that it takes a lot to actually get up on a stage and, you know, perform to lots of people. It’s a kind of an unnatural thing to do.

Giles Sibbald

Just going back to Prestige a little bit again, and the vibe that I get from it. It’s really interesting how we recreate things in our mind, you know, where we whisk ourselves off to a certain time and place. I’m a sucker for how music can do that either through the music itself, the lyrics and also the imagery – artwork, videos, you know I think are more important than they’ve ever been. You’ve 100% pulled this off.

Poppy Hankin

Yeah. 100%. There’s no denying, I guess, that music was always closely linked to art and to the whole packaging of an artist or an album. But I think more so now than ever. We’re all on social media all the time and although it is a new pressure for artists, it’s also exciting to be able to tie two creative passions together and present them. For example, Iris, is an artist selling art and she has a really amazing eye for it and how to tie it all in. I think it can make you enjoy an album in a different way if the artwork and packaging is on point, you know.

Sophie Moss

When we were recording, we were also kind of channeling this fake club called Prestige that we obviously ended up making the name of the album. And so, we themed it all around being at the club, leaving it as the day was dawning, this kind of thing.

Poppy Hankin

For me, it’s another way of honing that confidence: thinking about this club and what kind of people we could be inside that club…

Giles Sibbald

Is it right to say that it’s, there’s an element of fantasy? You know, recreating a zeitgeist?

Poppy Hankin

Yeah, 100% I think it was just like a coming together of fashion, music, underground culture, this really interesting melting pot in New York, specifically in the 80s. And it’s just so interesting and fascinating to kind of play into that. It’s kind of cool.

Sophie Moss

It feels like it’s a little bit lacking from London at the moment. We wanted that fantasy element from a time that we definitely weren’t in, and things are feeling a lot less radical and interesting here than it was there at that time.

Poppy Hankin

We don’t like to think of it as a lockdown album, but that’s definitely when it was written and recorded. So that element of fantasy was hyper attractive for us given that we’d been cooped up.

Giles Sibbald

What’s your take on the current clubbing scene?

Poppy Hankin 

I mean, it’s incredibly important, especially for marginalised communities. It always has been, it probably always will be. But to be honest, there’s definitely an element of irony for us in particular with this whole club fantasy. When we’re on tour, we want to be in bed by about 11pm with a cup of tea. It’s kind of an in-joke as well – this ironic idea that we’re like, going out like partying in 80’s New York, you know. But also – I do hasten to add! – we do like to have fun. The other day, we did, like a Club Prestige. Again, it’s quite tongue in cheek because it’s so ridiculous. But yeah, it was like a DJ night with disco themed DJs. It was really, really fun. I think we’ll do it again.

Giles Sibbald

Great idea – a creative way to engage with your fans and for you to have some fun too.

Poppy Hankin

Yeah, it’s fun to just make a whole world with it, you know, and kind of just play into it like that. It’s really fun.

Giles Sibbald

It’s 6 years now since your first album, so I wonder how you feel like you’ve evolved as individuals and as a band?

Poppy Hankin

6 years…yeah…well, not only has a lot of time passed, but it’s also been some of the most crucial years you can have. I mean, we recorded that first album when we were 18. It just felt crazy when we were promoting and touring it. Everything just felt really great. Then we just lost years through the pandemic. But we’re all more mature, we have more knowledge of music, I think we’re better players. I mean, it’s all good stuff. And also, I think we’re a little bit more grounded in terms of songwriting. The songwriting in the first album was so visceral. Although it’s still heartfelt, now I think it’s a little bit more about sculpting what a good song might look like and less like chuck everything at the page. As people, we’ve definitely grown up.

Sophie Moss

There are a lot of lines of continuity. I surprise myself by how fundamentally the same we are in a lot of ways. I look at how we play and obviously, we’ve matured a lot, but at the core of how we express playing music, it’s quite similar. But, because we’ve changed our sound every time, every album has felt new and there’s not always that familiarity.

Giles Sibbald

I think that there have been very few bands that can get away with not changing their sound and still sound fresh. I mean everyone’s different but creative comfort zones and all that…..

Poppy Hankin

Yeah, definitely. I mean, to be honest, we do it for ourselves first and foremost. It’s a bonus if people appreciate us changing our sound, but more than anything, we just want to make sure we’re getting the absolute most out of it. Going into a studio with a producer to record an album, having the luxury of that and support from a label where we can be creative for three to four weeks is an incredible thing to have and it’s just been such an amazing experience. I really feel that the songs are worthy of, you know, of all that time and headspace. We want to enjoy playing it and get that incredible feeling of listening back to a song after recording it in the day and be like, ‘Oh, my God, this is really cool’. And wanting to listen to it. I think that’s always a good litmus test if I actually want to go back and listen to whatever track that we recorded today. On repeat! And appreciate it! I think that’s when people are going to enjoy it as well.

Giles Sibbald

Whereas some musicians will not want to listen back to their own stuff. Once it’s done, it’s done, so to speak.

Poppy Hankin

There is some of that, yeah, for sure. During the mixing process, for example, you’re listening to the songs in a very non-passive way – you’re really concentrating on them. And it can kind of put you off the songs, actually. I went for maybe six months without listening to the record. I listened to it again recently with the right headspace so that I could appreciate it, like I’m a fan. So, I think it’s important, you know, to have space after you have worked so closely with the songs, especially when you need to start arranging them for live and you want to be excited every time you play live. Space is important.

Giles Sibbald

That must be quite tough to listen to it first of all as the creator and then as a fan.

Poppy Hankin

It is hard to separate yourself. It takes time but also it’s fun if it comes on the radio, if you’re out or whatever and you’re like, ‘Oh, this is a good’. You can then actually start to appreciate it. It’s part of the journey, I guess.

Giles Sibbald

Are you perfectionists?

Sophie Moss

Poppy is! {laughs}

Poppy Hankin

I think so. But I definitely get a bad rap {both laugh}

Poppy Hankin

I think you have to be, to be honest. Or at least, there has to be an element of it. If you want a song to sound how you want it to sound and you can’t carry out that vision, it’s really frustrating. There’s good and bad to it, but it’s definitely a thing I do.

Giles Sibbald

What sort of crowd is coming to your shows now?

Poppy Hankin

We definitely noticed a shift in audience from the first album when we were 18 year olds. Then, it was mainly an older male audience…. But now, we’re getting a much more diverse mix of people. And the main thing is that the people who are coming now are dancing, they’re having fun and singing along and not just standing there with cameras. And that’s really all we want, you know. We want people to engage in the show, dance and singalong. We very much appreciate it when they do.

Giles Sibbald

Very positive to hear that. OK, big question to round it all off: what does success look like for you?

Sophie Moss

Oh God, good question!

Poppy Hankin

Hmmm…. I think ultimately, it looks like us being proud of the music that we’re making. If we can affect anyone’s life in a positive way, and we can be a soundtrack to a moment that actually helps get them through in some way, then that’s success for me. It’s a cliché, but when people actually say, ‘you know what, you’ve really helped me through a really hard patch’, that’s the power of music. I’ve had those moments myself where other musicians have helped me. When our music is doing what it should be doing, that is something that I consider to be a success.

Prestige is out now on Moshi Moshi

 

Girl Ray are:

Poppy Hankin: guitar, vocals

Sophie Moss: bass, vocals

Iris McConnell: drums, vocals

 

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Böndbreakr – EXILE

Böndbreakr – EXILE – out now on Grimace Records

“There is no thing as a single-issue struggle because we do not live single-issue lives.” 

― Audre Lorde

About a year ago, Hurricane G, Böndbreakr’s vocalist, was telling me about the time when she started to get interested in rock music and the imagination of fronting her own band or shredding a Flying V began to fill her thoughts. She put a lid on it for years, telling herself she couldn’t possibly be in a rock band.

But she continued to imagine.

Imagine what you can do when imagination is allowed to flourish.

But the system doesn’t like imagination to be free. It likes to police imagination.

It likes to control the narratives. Its own narratives.

Narratives of racial injustice. Narratives of climate injustice. Narratives of health injustice. Narratives of housing injustice. Narratives of body injustice. Narratives of education injustice.

The products of capitalism.

Following stints in a couple of punk bands, G fully lifted the lid, created her Hurricane and roared Böndbreakr into life.

Böndbreakr

Earlier this year, Böndbreakr signed to acclaimed underground activist punk label, Grimace Records, home of MDC and Naked Aggression. On 25th August 2023, they released their second EP Exile, an explosive, bonecrunching assault where the tributaries of hardcore, punk, skate, grindcore, psychedelia, thrash and burning social observation meet to forge a unity of resistance, revolution and love with the voiceless against Poe’s nightmarish descent into the maelstrom. Maybe consciousness and redemption will emerge from the terror.

Galveston and Mainland top and tail the album – love songs to G’s hometown –  stripped back guitar and percussion breezing over the souls of ancestors, the distorted mourning of a planet earth slipping away. The single, Progress and Change, berates climate injustice, attacks on body autonomy and cronyism. Take a breath at the chorus and bridge, but make it quick ‘cos Böndbreakr aren’t finished….the closing couple of minutes rolls up our sleeves, grabs our indifferent hands and plunges them in the sea of reckoning – there’s been “enough waiting for a better day”.

Know Thy Enemy features the awesome Bobbie Kleman (vocalist from fellow Austin-based band Hellfury) guesting alongside G to pummel you for 1:30 of pure and furious hardcore. Scuzzfuggit slipstreams into a 1 minute blast of riffshifting, shapeshifting, sleek skatecore. Iconoclast is another dissident shapeshifter, smouldering, burning, spitting hellfire resistance to the oppressors. Tine Bheo au Phobail (Living Fire of the People) grinds and twists its distorted barrage of riffs and screams at you to confront the reality of our world.

More of this, please.

Review By: Giles Sibbald

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Du Blonde – MESSAGE DELETED

Du Blonde

Message Deleted – out now on Daemon TV

It’s a joy to have Du Blonde back.

The new track, Message Deleted – the first since 2021’s wonderfully defiant and triumphant Homecoming album and the follow up anthemic single, Radio Jesus – is still wonderfully 100% Du Blonde and is already one of my favourite DB tracks.

Du Blonde has consistently dealt with subjects that are personal, bruising and heartbreaking. MESSAGE DELETED is business as usual in that regard, but this time, it takes us on a journey deep into the worst parts of her own depression. Lyrics such as “I don’t want to feel it, I just want to die” are delivered with reserved melancholy above a soundscape of swelling bass synths, muted overdriven guitars, glitches, samples, distorted honky tonk piano and electronic trap beats. The harmonies and melodies are perfectly haunting, moving and full of empathy.

“These days I mostly have my depression under control, but when it does rear its head, it goes from zero to a hundred in a matter of hours. Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about a symptom of depression that people don’t really seem to talk about, which is suicidal ideation without intent to actually go through with it. A lot of the time when people with depression express a desire to die, what they really want is for everything to just stop. The overwhelm, the panic, the fear, the emotion or lack thereof – the brain and body can only handle so much before it feels the only option is to shut down.”

This track speaks of Du Blonde’s honesty, courage, selflessness, and devotion to, and trust in, her fans. This is why they can identify with her and her with them. This is why she is such a compelling and vital part of the creative arts.

As it was then, as it is now.

Review By: Giles Sibbald

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Skeletal Family – Light From The Dark

With Anneka Latta, arguably the strongest singer they have ever had, especially live, “Light From The Dark”  is the 6th studio album from the hugely influential Post-Punk/Gothic band Skeletal Family.

A 10 track, dare I say, masterpiece that stands very comfortably alongside their impressive back-catalogue, written at Paul Weller’s Back Barn Studios over a 2 year period from 2020 – 2022, largely by Stan Greenwood & Roger “Trotwood” Nowell, the original songwriting partnership responsible for the well known early “hits”, it is led by the singles “Cry Baby”, “My Own Redemption” and in particular “Beautiful Disaster”.

People may be forgiven for thinking that there might have been a huge directional change afoot for a band looking to regain the successes of their earlier career, success which saw them continuously topping the alternative charts and even being courted by major label Chrysalis Records for a top 40 presence, but that is not so.

With the return & subsequent 2nd departure of ever popular original singer Anne-Marie Hurst, who has gone on to reform Ghost Dance, longtime fans might have been left wondering how or if they could continue with yet another singer, a question I know the band asked themselves on many an occasion, but with this new album continue they have… in leaps & bounds!

Let’s be honest, when you are good at what you do and have been imitated by many over the years, why would you break the mould? On this album they haven’t lost what made them special but, just as equally, they haven’t tried to recreate it. Anneka Latta has taken their signature sound and made it her own. She is very capable of breathing fresh life into what should elevate them back to their past success, she has a fantastic range and a beautiful tone to her voice.

Opening track and first single is “Cry Baby”, instantly recognisable signature guitar, an unmistakable Skeletal Family singalong.

“Edge Of A Dream” Stan, the goth Duane Eddy, transports you back to the early 80’s with a song that is reminiscent of the slowdown section in “Black JuJu”, dark and brooding, this could be a new one that gets their fans sitting on the floor again just like the old days!!

“Brewing Up A Storm” a touch of Julianne Regan-esque harmonisations in the chorus vocal, this one is guaranteed to ensue cob-web cleaning dance moves on any goth club night.

“What Are You Waiting For?” Throbbing bass intro, a slow starter that builds into a chorus that makes you want to sing-along, this one is sure to become a live fan favourite I reckon.

“Beautiful Disaster” A slower starting electronica departure from their usual sound with a hint of Stevie Nicks in the vocal delivery, but it’s an earworm in its own right that is hard to forget.. and far from a disaster!

“New Horizon” Cast nostalgia aside indeed, it’s not Promised Land but it has that similar hook we know and love, a toe-tapper of the highest order! This shows the well is far from dry as it could have been on any of the previous “hit” albums.

“All The Same To Me” Courtesy of Adrian “Ozzy” Osadzenko a drumstick twirling foray that shows in the slower tempo songs they know how to build up to a crescendo building pictures in the mind that tell the story… love this one!

“Glorious” A bitter sweet rumbler this one, touches of acoustic guitar in the chorus, it is in fact glorious!

“Enough Is Enough” Interesting keyboards that really fit being back in the band courtesy of returning original member Karl-Heinz “Spud” Taylor, they really can write a catchy chorus, I dare you not to sing along to this one.

“My Own Redemption” Not their redemption but quite possibly their resurrection. A brave choice as a single, I think this proves there are many strings on the new bow. A great way to close a triumphant return of Skeletal Family.

After a full-house headline show at Wave Gothik Treffen this year you can catch them playing live on 14th July at Boom, Leeds (Part of Goth City 7 Festival) & 8th September at Alhambra Theatre, Morecambe (Bats In The Attic Festival)

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The Butterfly Effect of Fuck Money

By Giles Sibbald

Around 60 years ago during a weather pattern simulation experiment, Edward Lorenz stumbled on a significant finding – that small, ostensibly unconnected events can have large consequences for weather patterns. To give an example, he argued that a butterfly flapping its wings in Hong Kong could cause a tornado in New York.

It became known as the “butterfly effect”.

The chaos theory.

The point where order moves to disorder.

Chopping up the ingredients of a sonic and visual ceremony. Throwing them into a pit governed by disorientation and clarity, pandemonium and serenity, distortion and melody. No rules.

Fuck Money lives here.

Here’s their story:

Bill Kenny

Jeremy, Alton and I had played together for years in Future Death. We’d played shows with TaSz’s (Trébuchet, singer) band, BLXPLTN, before. Then when Future Death fizzled out, the four of us started this project. The four of us already had, like, a pretty good rapport beforehand. TaSz was looking for a project, so we started talking. I mean, we already had our EP somewhat written, so it felt kinda natural to take that forward. We’ve been around for a while, so you know, learning from the decisions we’ve made before and which way they’ve gone is pretty important for us. It’s pretty easy to get lost. TaSz has mentioned something similar in other conversations where you get a little bit of material going, and then all of a sudden, all of these “opportunities” or whatever start coming at you. And then before you know it, you’ve been playing the same set for a year and a half.

Giles Sibbald

It’s hard for everyone to be on the same page, y’know, keep the vision in line when lives are so busy, complicated and often uncertain.

Bill

And that’s why most projects don’t last very long. Because it’s outside of, I mean, obviously, the crucial element of getting along and not hating being around people – which is a relevant fucking detail ({all laugh} – it’s also four separate lives with other shit going on, you know. It takes a certain type of person to make something like this a priority where you’re not guaranteed to get paid, it’s going to cost you money, it’s going to cost you time. As cheesy as it might sound, it really does help to be getting something out of it for yourself. Just doing it for you. And success – in the traditional sense – is very incidental to our work. I think we’re all of the same mind with Fuck Money – it’s something we have to do. It’s like therapy, or keeping our minds stimulated to push ourselves.

As far as the name of the project goes, it’s pretty literal in that sense. This is clearly not, you know, a fucking cash grab. Everybody knows somebody who are just doing it for the money. So, it’s just kind of like…..Fuck Money!

We’ve been very, very deliberate in trying to make the priority to be us liking what we do and being 100% committed to it. Whether it’s the music or whether it’s the shows or whatever we’re releasing – us liking it is the priority. We’re not doing fucking market research or analysing the demos to try and find an “audience”. It’s just been, you know, organic and fulfilling.

Giles

What’s the scene like in Austin right now?

Alton Jenkins

I like the scene right now. I mean, I’ve been in Austin for 14 years and it’s the best scene that I’ve seen in a while. The city is growing and obviously, this is bringing a lot of issues. It lacks diversity; there’s a giant influx of tech industry, and gentrification has decimated parts of Austin. But the city is undeniably growing. And therefore, over the last few years I guess, more bands have been popping up and doing very original stuff. Versus like, in the past, you know {mimicking TV presenter voice} “Austin, live music capital of the world” which was just blues bands or soft rock bands. And it was like always the same fucking type of bands. I mean you could find a show any night, but you weren’t guaranteed to see something interesting or new. I think right now, there are just more interesting things happening which definitely makes things more fun for us. Because when we book shows, we try to book shows intentionally. We want to do stuff that we want to do, and we want to play with bands that we like, versus just accepting whatever comes in. There are a good group of bands and homies to choose from currently. And I heard someone say at a show, not too long ago, they were just like, “I love going to Fuck Money shows because I know there’s going to be three or four other bands that are going to blow my fucking mind.” And that’s aside from how they feel about us. So that’s been kind of nice. The scene is pretty strong, I’d say.

Giles

Talking about originality and doing stuff that’s pushing boundaries – which you guys 100% are – I did an interview with Elisabeth Elektra and Stuart Braithwaite recently and Elisabeth was saying that there’s so much new music that is too safe, it’s not pushing any boundaries or challenging.

Alton

Yeah, I mean, I think it all comes down to what your intentions are as an artist, as a musician, and people sort of have to figure that out on their own. There’s always going to be that sort of split, where you have people who are married to some sort of industry idea, or people who are married to making music to mimic something. There are so many different ways it can happen. And, obviously, the industry is focused on a certain thing, which is, well, what’s gonna sell to the masses. So, wherever the public’s focus is kind of dictates all that, but we’re just like, pulling it back. We just like being in the room and making stuff that interest us. We’re just very selfish in that way, but people are digging the music and that’s great.

Giles

What’s the glue that holds you together?

Bill

I think we all have that drive to just freak the fuck out. I can’t speak for them, but I think we all equally get something out of it. There’s like a cathartic release. There’s structure and there’s a pop sensibility kind of sewn in there. We all like a wide variety of music. And we all want to perform live. And I mean, that’s how we write – we write live. Nobody’s really bringing in full songs. A lot of it’s been happening pretty organically.

Alton

The writing is like a stream of consciousness. I feel like we all share – like Bill was saying – an ethos that there are no rules in here. There are no boundaries. We can push this however the fuck we want, to whatever extreme. So, we all know that no one’s gonna be like, ‘Well, why aren’t you doing this?’ You know what I mean? It’s so free. It’s even freer than, like, jazz! We’re just going wherever the stream of consciousness takes us. No structure whatsoever. There are these moments that happen throughout those sessions, where we all come together and something happens, like a bit of magic. It’s like alchemy in a way. There are these sporadic moments that just pop in where the song ideas sprout and we then try to grow songs from there. I feel like so many different things can happen like that. I was talking to someone last night about ‘Holy Fingers’ (Future Death’s last track on their final album) where we put that drone track at the end, which is like one note for like, 30 minutes. I love that track! But not only do we come together and make like, I guess the real heavy stuff, but we have deep interest in other things like techno, ambient, drone music and stuff. There are a lot of things that, you know, could happen sonically with this band.

Giles

A band that is keen to bring in different soundscapes that challenges the “norms” is so exciting.

Bill

Yeah, I see a future of incorporating more and more of those elements. Obviously, this current setup {pointing to the instruments}, these are our, you know, primary instruments, but even this is starting to kind of flesh out and we’re starting to get impulses to incorporate new sounds. Like you said, it’s about challenging and evolving so that you can bring in what you are feeling at the time with no constraints. Going back to what Alton was saying about songwriting, if there’s ever like a vague idea, it is exactly that – vague and conceptual.

Giles

I guess coming in with just a concept and letting the improvisation just happen naturally, that helps with your glue – trusting each other as human beings and bandmates to take that idea and run with it.

Alton

Exactly

TaSzlin Trebuchet

It’s the same for me doing the vocals. They pretty much just let me say whatever I want. As long as I’m going all the way in with it, you know? So, as they’re just playing all these different sounds, I’m kind of just throwing stuff out there to see what works. I’m also taking that stream of consciousness approach.

Alton

TaSz is part of that sequence. Bill, Jeremy and me have been playing together longer than we’ve been playing together with TaSz, but the writing process is still essentially the same. But now, we have TaSz in the room with us doing that. And truthfully – I, at least, feel and I think the other guys feel the same way – having TaSz in there improvising with us, elevates the writing experience, because there’s these moments where, like, you know, I can tell he’s scatting around, finding things, fucking around, but then I know that something is really connecting, when all four of us at the same time are gelling an idea together out out of thin air. And having him part of that helps us identify the stuff that is Fuck Money. You know what I mean? This is like, really, really going to hit and that I feel that having TaSz’s vocals incorporated into that is what’s helping to take our writing to another level.

TaSzlin

It makes it easy, because it is so free, you know? It’s free flowing. There are no expectations. No-one’s gonna be looking at me like, “you haven’t come up with anything”. There’s none of that, you know, and there’s no “ok TaSz, here’s your bit, come in now.”

Bill

Yeah, I mean improvisation is probably the key word. All of our songs come from one of those moments. Recording every rehearsal, every practice, every session, going back and listening to it. It could be 45 minutes of being just all over the place, but there’s just this 3 second clip where all the puzzle pieces kind of fit together. The songs always come from that place originally.

Giles Sibbald

So, from what we’re talking about, what I see from the UK and the times I’ve spoken to you, it feels like you guys and other experimental bands are building and creating pretty strong movements and communities with folk who are totally engaged with your whole ethos…it’s all very open minded and supportive. I think the intensity with how people are engaging with you shows how important movements are.

Bill

Oh, yeah. And I mean, from what I’ve noticed, it’s kind of generational. You know, I lived in Houston. The band I was in at the time kind of came in the middle of these two kind of arcs. Like Alton was saying, right now there are definitely a lot of active participants in an underground effort where tunnel shows and bridge shows are happening.

Giles

I know you can’t speak for those people as to what’s making them do that, but do you have a sense of why people are really kind of like into these movements?

Bill

Like you said, I mean, it’s being a part of something. It’s something that you can be proud of and identify with. It’s a lot of work, but what else would we be doing? Like at one of the warehouse shows, I was just ‘hmmm…of course, this is where we are supposed to be.’ So, I think it’s being a part of something. I think the punk scene has always been a place where people can, you know, find a tribe. It is free and open and it’s not always perfect. But the younger bands are getting way more shit done.

Alton

They’re getting a lot of shows. Oh my god, yeah, there’s a lot of younger bands who are just so ahead of where we were at their age.

Giles

Do you mean in terms of ability?

Alton

There’s that yeah, musically, also the type of shows that they’re throwing, how busy they are, all the shit that they’re involved in musically, the type of tours they’re getting on. They’re just doing everything at a high level so early on. I think a lot of what’s driving this scene right now is like, you know, the economy of Austin has shifted a lot. So much of Austin has been gentrified, so many people have been displaced and can’t afford to live in Austin. And so, it has forced the underground further underground. I mean, as the city expands, it’s how it goes, you know. So, through all that turmoil, it pushes people to do more and they’re finding newer ways to be creative, finding new outlets. I think playing in the DIY and liminal spaces around town, a lot of that is a protest in a way. We’re not the first people to ever do this, but it always stems from some sort of struggle or some sort of protest that the artists are the real culture and those scenes are part of the real heart of the city. So, we’re just making some noise. And I think right now, there’s a heightened sense of that.

Giles

So, what’s coming next?

Alton

Writing, recording and live – we got some really cool shows coming up. By the time this goes out, we’ll have played with the Octopus Project at Parish – Parish has a new space now and it’s really fucking nice. So, you should come back! We’re playing Pearl Street Co-Op with a whole line-up of rad bands. And then we’re doing Oblivion Access Fest on June 17 at the Mohawk with Clipping, Clams Casino and some other really rad, really big bands. And then with LustsickPuppy and Johnnascus at the Mohawk on June 24. And then we’re gonna try to record our first LP later in the summer and plan on how we’re going to release that. We’re with Three One G, a label that we’ve all looked up to and loved for so long, and they’ve got our back to help us make the best decision for ourselves. Justin Pearson is so rad for that and it’s such cool position to be in.

Gentrification and corporatisation swallow up creativity and its habitat.

The sub-cultures are driven underground. Further underground.

They are at home here.

They sew new seeds and nurture them in nascent, fertile spaces….

….where Fuck Money, counter-culture’s butterfly, thrives.

TaSzlin Trébuchet – vocals

Alton Jenkins – drums

Jeremy Humphries – bass

Bill Kenny – guitar

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AMISSING

And so London Field’s fucked sky is sealed 

As Martin/John Self is blue-pencilled, returning him 

To Sally, his sister, his father and to Christopher Hitchens, 

His friend. And dead from the same disease too. 

This is the sort of thing which would have befallen 

Keith Talent, if he had been supported by the spell 

Of his surname, and yet perhaps no name alone 

 

Can defend against the onslaught of fate; 

Indiscriminate, unexpected, with oesophageal cancer 

Death’s herald, as it was for Harold and for Christopher H;

Writers throats proving to be the weak heel which first 

Tripped Achilles, before toppling the towers 

From which these wizards with words met their moat;

The one we all sail when the Ferryman’s oar

 

Taps our shoulder. Amis would have known. 

He was knowing. Opinion infused all his prose. 

From The Rachel Papers straight through to his last

Inside Story; an autobiographical excavation

Which he labelled a novel, as if in his dying the body

Characterised and reported incident and indictment,

While fear could not stifle the richness and way

 

His words flowed. Amis was eight parts mainstream

And two, or maybe three counter-culture. As Kingsley’s kid, 

The young rebel sought to unseat state and quo 

With constant critique. Martin as self-made sage 

Was prolific, both in print and as pundit, 

A TV interviewee who said no to the way 

That things were, as he made prose seem psychedelic, 

 

Or perhaps progressive, as he was both lumpen 

And light frequently. And yet his books are also bright 

Coral reefs through which the reader swims, glimpsing 

Wonders; whether it’s the jargon and jive within Money, 

Time’s Arrow’s smooth horrors, or the spectacular stories 

Inside Einstein’s Monsters which bellow

Like Bellow and teach writing itself what to be.

 

Amis used language like charge, amping up sense

And syntax. His sentences were set to eleven as he rocked

And roared through his books. He was not as dangerous

As he dared, for nepotistic or not, his position was easier

To source and find than for we others who labour alone 

While the literati, Illuminati-like avoid hooks. And yet 

For artists my age, Amis was also a kind of glam-rock institution, 

 

More of a Bolan than a Bowie, while slyly epitomising 

His time. Hitchens defiantly rioted and bore a taint 

Of Hendrix about him, and yet Amis and McEwen, 

(John Cale-like in his stories) pre-dated punk’s clamour

As each in turn would define  literary success, along 

With others like Ackroyd, Rushdie, James, Fenton,

Not rebels as such, but a team of societal satirists,

 

A batch of Peter Cooks in word kitchens, boiling up 

Books and bathos, with notions and potions 

Which could redden the route of mainstreams. 

Martin Amis was also a grand soloist, if not on guitar 

Then on keyboards. If I swap genres, he became 

A kind of Rick Wakeman overdoing the phrase, 

But replete with complete mastery of page as stage 

 

For performance in which point, if not plot 

Was proven under the glittering cape of technique. 

His books were unique. He wanted to be the English 

Updike, or Bellow. Nabokov, Burgess, or Ballard;

Each one of these men his work stalked. Well, 

Time will tell. His books are escapade 

And entertainment. Sermons from Martin’s 

 

Mount Olympus, via Notting Hill and New York. 

Fat phrases spun from a slightly built man, 

Whose voice sounded like a kind of whine 

As he eyed you, his gimlet view brimming 

As he questioned each day with high talk.

But now his death marks another peg freed 

From the circus tent world I grew up in. 

 

As Chat GBT can write novels and albums, too, 

By which words will we set the state, whether quoed 

Or not, we can follow to either measure attainment 

Or equivocate with the birds as we soar above

Expectation and standard. As of now Martin’s missing.

So what is Amiss? The absurd. And the state we’re 

All in, as idiots and AI overtakes us. As we search 

 

For pleasure, we actually forgoe happiness. And all

For some distant dream that we do not know how 

To capture. Perhaps when thinkers die they locate it. 

Under spectacular skies, pages fountain, their streams 

Feeding futures. Perhaps this is where Martin is. 

For now, we will no longer hear of his teeth, 

Or of his cousin Lucy, one of Fred West’s first victims; 

 

We will no longer remember a London which sparked 

And fizzed, clinked and fused with Fitzgerald’s New York, 

Or even Hemingway’s Paris, not that Martin had glamour, 

But from such spill he sourced clues which led 

To the great mystery of why it is people ruin every chance 

Granted and why in time we abuse not only the hand

That first helped and held us, but also the sentence

 

He devotedly served through each ruse. 

He was a writer who won, and who in the fight

With style stayed triumphant. Like him or not, 

Martin’s talent – unlike his character, Keith’s can amuse.

As well as reveal the dark and dare in our standing.

In sitting down Amis travelled as far as words go.

 

So, salut.  

 

                                                                       David Erdos 21/5/23

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